Losing The Connection

Me :Why is that I feel that somedays you are not present in my life ?

Voice : Because you are absent with me. I am always present. I can never go anywhere.

Me : But at times, I feel so disconnected with you. I feel like you have gone away and I need something that tells me you are here with me right now and right here.

Voice : I am always deeply connected with you. I give you that experience continually.

Me : I haven't had any of those experiences for a long time now.

Voice : You mean like miracles ?

Me : Maybe...

Voice : What do experience and miracles mean to you ? You couldn't be talking about someone appearing in front of you from the wall in a bright white light or the sea parting way or you taking a flight on a golden chariot ? I am a little boring. That isn't my style these days.

Me : Then, what can tell me that you have been around me every time ? I had a rough day yesterday and I felt I was alone.

Voice : Then let me tell you about your day yesterday. I assure you I was looking into you continually. When you were walking with your dog in the garden in the morning, you sprained your ankle and fell on the ground. I know you were cursing me then. I had to do that cause a few seconds later a branch fell on the ground which was about to crush you which would have meant a month of being immobile. So I arrested your strides by creating the sprain and you just missed the branch from falling over you.

Later in the day, you were disappointed to lose a big customer. I was behind this. If I hadn't done this, you would signed the customer, but you would have lost all you savings to compensate him as he was very hard to please and would have directed a legal proceeding against you. I know you felt me absent here.

When you were making yourself a cup of tea today, you forgot to shut the cabinet door, so I simply nudged it a bit and saved your forehead a few stitches. You had some meetings this week, so I thought you would have hated the sight of stitches on your forehead. I was discreet here.

In the evening, you stepped outside to have a quick bite, but you only had enough money to pay for a small cup of coffee and you couldn't order that sandwich. I made you forget carrying your wallet, so you couldnt eat that sandwich as I knew his food was stale and unhygienic that day. But, I did ensure that when you searched your pocket, you would find a few notes that can get you a cup of coffee.

Also, you walked out of the house without locking your main door. And, suddenly you remembered to turn back all the way to lock the door. Yes, this meant you got delayed to watch the movie and you got upset. Well, I planted that thought in your head cause I wanted your dog and your house to be safe and yes, I got you to sit on the fifth row instead of the premium sofa seats. Those sofa seats had bugs.

And, when you went to bed that night, you were furious at me. I knew you had a long day, so I covered you in my blanket of white light, shut your mind of all thoughts, infused love in your heart  and gave you the deepest sleep. I was watching you even while you were asleep.  

Yes, I struggle to signal my presence every moment - maybe I am getting boring but I assure you I am with you EVERY MOMENT. I love you more that you can imagine.

Me : Wow. I don't know what to say..I feel so stupid. Now, I also remember something else...Were you not also behind getting my phone battery totally drained that night ? Because I had plans to shout at someone for something that was bothering me and surprisingly I don't feel the need right now to do it. It wouldn't have helped the situation for both of us. To avoid a totally meaningless confrontation, you drained my phone battery, didn't you ?  

Voice : That might have been a coincidence...        
      
Me : Thank you so much for watching over me. No matter what is happening, there is nothing to worry about. I am so overwhelmed. You just shifted my entire perspective. Think, I will watch out for the smallest details in my life and smile with you.