Fear

Voice : Feeling the fear ?   

Me : Damn yeah ! It's been making subtle appearances.   

Voice : Great. Fear has found you again ! 

Me : And you sounding very delighted right now ?

Voice : I shouldn't be ? 

Me : No! Why am I feeling this fear ? You are so close to me…feeling fear is not a good thing !  

Voice : It's a great thing to feel fear.

Me : Huh ??

Voice : For long fear has been feared. Fear is your ally to an incredible opportunity for growth. Without the stimulus of fear, your life can remain stagnant and you live below your true potential. Rare ones look at emergence of fear as a opportunity and grab it with both hands. They choose to transcend it because they know the incredible inner transformation and jump in consciousness that lies on the other side of fear. 

Me : Hmm

Voice : You are at an incredible time in the history of mankind. Fear is an Ascension Symptom, rather than a limiting belief !

Me : This is getting exciting...

Voice : Notice how subtle levels of fear influence your experience of love and wisdom. Fear, if not itself feared brings you to greater awareness and greater opportunity to make choices. It can be tricky as your habitual response to fear is usually to shrink rather than use the fear to expand consciousness. 

Fear brings you to the moment of heightened awareness…it is a gift. As you anchor in the heart, fear now becomes more visible; it assists you to be aware of its vast infiltration into consciousness. This experience informs you and you can align your choices toward healing, growth and transformation. Remember, when anchored in your heart, fear can stimulate awareness that something is not “quite right’, thus serving a higher role in your awakening.

Me : Wow !

Voice : Many dodge fear at the first the emergence of it and seek relief from the sensation rather than growth through the sensation. Almost everything that is constricting emerges from fear. Very few take steps to walk right into their fears allowing the fright to surface deeply in the heart and use the experience to break barriers, transcend the cause of fear and hold the divine hand.  

Me : Deep..

Voice : I was waiting for you to feel frightened and face your fears. How else will you know who you are ? How else will you ascend to the next level of growth ? How else will you rise with your own power and limitless possibilities ? How else will you get the opportunity to dive deeper into My Love ?  

Me : You don't like me getting comfortable for too long, do you ?

Voice : I love you too much, to just let you be.

Me : Haha. I will take that. 

Voice : Sometimes, the things you do in life is because of who you are - not because of who you have to become. And it's important to keep this in your awareness, because you can get caught up in fruit of action instead of the might of the action which is the real definition of you. 

Choosing to dodge fear, most of humanity has created a comfortable space for themselves and held themselves back from becoming what they can really be. This side-steppling eventually catches up with inner disruptions and only goes away with transcendence.    

Seeking assurance at each step is lack of faith. How can there be expansion without trust ?   

Me : So I go hunting for my fears ? 

Voice : There isn't a need for it. Fear will always find a way to find you and when it does, examine it’s origin and choose wisely. I am Love and ironically fear is the most compelling impulse I use for the greatest benefit !  

Me : I thought surfacing of fear in itself is a sign of weakness but you have changed my thinking !    

Voice : Life of love is a choice, and fear is simply a catalyst to exercise this choice. 

If you haven't felt fear for a long time, ask yourself if you are living to your highest pontential or being just comfortable ?  

Free is the man, who is able to follow what he feels inwardly challenging every norm, routine, doctrine, belief, theory and the debility of a conditioned mind. 

When heart dictates your mind and inspires your actions, you are a Braveheart. True to yourself. True to the world. True to God.  

When the wave of transformation begins to rise, your brave-hearted choices will keep you afloat.  

When a surfer sees a big wave, it is courage in his heart that helps him ride the wave, just as he knows the real drowning for him lies in just standing and staring from the shoreline. He feels the fear of a big wave but inner awareness guides him to make choices that help him become a mere spectator or a great surfer. 
  
Rock climbing is familiar to you. Maybe it's a good idea for you to try surfing...

Me : Is a tidal wave coming ??       

Voice : Nothing a good surfer can’t handle. Humanity will be gifted the opportunity to choose….once again.  

Entanglement In The Divine Paradigms

Me : For God’s sake, please explain why did I just snap ? I wake up early to meditate hoping I can remain balanced through the day. When I sit to meditate I feel the serenity within but I fail to understand why do I remain susceptible to bouts of unexplained agitation that surface without any real provocation...sometimes irrational ? This is not making sense. 

Voice : Yes that can be unsettling sometimes.

Me : The heck it does! Especially when I take the effort towards my well-being everyday. I want You to answer me why does this happen ??

Voice : Maybe because you meditate..

Me : Please cut the riddles. 

Voice : Just like many, you have this notion of graduating to 'your idea' of spiritual ideals in your persona because you indulge in divine practices and meditation. Sure, divine practices have their merits but what do you really term as 'merits' is very different from what I regard as real benefit. 

Your idea of being free of attributes that you dislike within you because you get closer to God is misplaced. On the contrary because of your closeness to me, your attributes good and bad both begin to surface. I am only interested in your eternal spiritual freedom and this can only happen when your excess baggage of age old karmas expend themselves to create the most important and eternal Divine Balance - the priceless clean karmic slate that eludes even the most austere seeker !       

Me : Hmm 

Voice : God is beyond good and bad and your divine practices bring you closer to God, not closer to 'Good-liness'.   

Me : Wow

Voice : Because of your conditioning and beliefs about the spiritual path and God you begin to worry about the qualities that you don't like and completely overlook the subtle journey of divine companionship that is taking momentum within you. 

My work is to free you from what binds you and because you remember Me, I remember you. And my way of remembering you is to remove sparks of obstructing karmic threads that begin to play out..even the good needs to be balanced with the opposites and this mystical working is beyond the understanding of anyone. This is why dropping judgements of self and others is indispensable. 

Me : Yes it's hard to fathom this working.. 

Voice : Even the mind may seem to desert you. Allow the mind to do what it wants. The churning will be unsettling. 

Me : It can get really get hard to remain sane during that time.

Voice : Remember, this is the nature of the mind but when you feel loss of control in your head - always know that your heart remains with Me. You are never deserted.    

Me : But why do things suddenly come up uninvited in the mind ?

Voice : Your age old karmic imprints are stored in the mind. You expend your impressions even through thinking. The world condemns negative thoughts but often they surface as thoughts and expend themselves at the level of thought. This means you escaped putting it into action and yet freed yourself of the binding impressions! 

  

Me : Wow. Haven't heard that before. 

Voice : So let the thoughts assail you...try not to serve them tea while they visit you. 

Me : Haha 

Voice : Instead of negative or positive thinking be concerned only about 'God-thinking'. This is the leap that you want.     

Me : Hmm

Voice : Trust Me and My working. You will be able to recognise the deliberation while being in the midst of turmoil.   

You may work to get over the notion that you or others who connect with God have left their inherent attributes behind and become sculpted images of Divinity. That will be contrary on the path of love which is self-effacement.  

Often attributes will be so glaring in it's honesty that it will surprise you and others who search for spiritual ideals in men because what one seeks is beyond ideals.      

Goal is neither being bad nor being good, but freedom from both. As long as you keep your awareness of My presence, you will permit Me to work without resistance.     

 

Me : So does meditation help at all  ??

Voice : Meditation can help you to step back and view the interplay with deeper awareness and reflect without reaction. To pursue 'being good' to the extent that 'bad' causes a vehement reaction within you will derail you.  

 

The laid down ethos of seeking God may remain entanglement for most spiritual seekers. Effacement is for very few; which is beyond moulds, paradigms and tenets.

  

Me : Deeply profound..

Voice : Your goal is not to seek, but allow being sought. Your goal is not good-ness, but God. This knowing is your freedom.  

Me : Wow

Voice : You may be left living without the cloak of 'spiritual ideals' but a cloak is only a cloak. 

With Reality within your grasp, nothing else matters. It is what happens towards the beginning of an End..