Voice : Attribute everything!
Me : Huh ?
Me : Huh ?
Voice : Yes! Attribute EVERYTHING to Me. Not just when you are feeding a dog, serving the needy, helping the poor or sitting in silence.
I am also present when you speak angrily with someone. I am present when you cheat your friend, exhibit pride or even lie! I am equally present in all your lustful actions. I am present with all your actions and inactions !
There is nothing you cannot attribute to Me just as there is no place I am not.
I am also present when you think I am absent !
Me : Woah. I sense the might in your words.
Voice : And guess what ?
Me : What ?
Voice : All the so-called wrong decisions you made - I was present.
Me : Sigh..
Voice : Comprehend My Infinity.
Me : Hard to fathom..
Voice : Not harder than how you take me to be omnipresent, but effortlessly make to be absent with what doesnt agree to your mind.
To be fully with Me, I want you first to become free of your ownself.
Me : Don’t you think it's rather easy or tricky to take no ownership of one’s actions and blame You for everything !?
Voice : And yet you will fail to do so. Only the fortunate ones can do it. When this seeps deep in your consciousness, you will feel freedom from your ownself.
How wonderful if you can really take no responsibility of your actions ! Do you know the real meaning of it ?
Me : Tell me
Voice : As you gradually attribute all your actions to Me, you begin to form a greater conviction that even actions of others are Mine too and you are able to remain undisturbed by anyone's actions. Judgements will gradually perish towards your own self and that of others. Your bindings begin to loosen their grip over you and you feel free.
Me : Hmm
Voice : As long as you hand over ownership for everything to Me, you won't have to be busy wallowing in what you don't like, but instead stay happy in My love. Your own changing vibration will begin to determine your course of actions.
Imagine being able to step aside and watch your own movie play out. Calmly attributing everything to me; My unfathomable work will make you smile in silence.
Me : Why are you telling me all this ?
Voice : Because I know how bounded you are. Our companionship ought to bring you closer to Me, not widen the gap of where you are with Me.
Before you knew of God, you were blissfuly unaware of good and bad which in turn kept you free. Now, instead of feeling total freedom, you are bound than ever before with the most sought designation in the world as 'Lover of God'. Unburden yourself.
Me : Hmm
Voice : Do you see the funny side ?
Me : Well..
Voice : You think that bad guy has a long way to go? You think your mother-in-law is off the path ? You feel sorry for that lazy guy who sleeps all day or your 'God-lover friend' whose work is full of imperfections or that cousin who calls God a delusional idea?
Me : So are you saying that as most of us who are on the spiritual path or on this quest to attain God could be actually ironically going...nowhere ?
Voice : When you believe you are 'on the path' or you made it to a 'God lover's spiritual fraternity', you have created your first big hurdle.
Me : Damn. That's how it works everywhere in world ! How can that be an impediment?
Voice : It shouldn't. But often it becomes like a backdoor entry into a deeper trap of duality using Me !
Me : Deeeep !
Voice : Take time to reflect over it.
Me : I will
Voice : Jump over the notions of good and bad and know I am the One behind everything, especially those most 'unGod-like things' - they play the biggest part in duality to decondition the mind of an aspirant.
Attribute everything to Me without using your own filters. Your conviction here will determine your freedom or lack of it.
Real freedom is something else. I will help you feel it.
Me : Because I am special to you, aren't I ?
Voice : And this becomes the second hurdle..
