Strength of Weakness

Voice : When you lost your baby Angel what did you feel ?

Me : Heart broken. 

Voice: Did it change anything within you ? 

Me : It got me to question life, death and time I have here. I experienced grief for the first time in my life. 

Voice : Did grief teach you anything ?

Me : Empathy.

Grief softened something in me. I now find myself holding space for those who live with the absence of someone they love. I expected people to accept their loss quickly and return to normal, as though loss were merely an event to process and move past. I labeled that a spiritual way of being.  

Grief taught me that presence matters more than explanation. Sometimes empathy is not about answers, but about sitting beside someone in the silence of their loss.

Looking back, I see that as apathy and arrogance often disguised as spiritual understanding. 

    

Voice : Just the way you learnt from your own grief, you will learn from your own personal experiences of living through experiences of many more qualities like greed, anger, pride, jealousy, lust. In your journey with me, I use your weakness for fortifying your spirit. I do not have the need to draw the virtuous and righteous to Me; they are merely definitions that hinge on morality and judgement. There lies more in the depth of the soul..unseen, hidden and camouflaged - a shadow of your own being. That is where the Light shines through. 

Me : Hmm 

Voice : This attachment to so called spiritual values lay foundations of religions and groups. You are unbounded in God’s Light. Your so called bag full of weakness will keep your ego in check and move you away from spiritual entitlement - a trap that grows in a community of spiritual seekers. 

 

I have your heart. I have all that I want.  

Me : Wow

Voice : The way you are able to use empathy to understand the other's grief, in the same way, your weaknesses will surface to teach you greater understanding and rise above judgements of right and wrong. You will be a rock for those who feel unworthy of God’s love because they have been deemed 'fallen’ or ‘condemned' in the eyes of the world. You will be strength and wisdom for those who are struggling with balance with darkness and light.   

Me : But what if I fall so far in my darkness ?

Voice : The fall has a divine purpose. It is in your raising that you receive My gift of inner strength. My love will never desert you. This conflict is important for you. 

But know, you may fall but never far enough from Me. 

Me : Hmm 

Voice : Your falls, your failure, your defeats is building the strength of true humility. Your heart can only be free of judgements and prejudices and truly go beyond vice and virtue or right and wrong when this Truth touches the core of your heart. How can you ever know the light within you without the help of darkness ? 

Me : Oh 

Voice : This path is not a spiritual quest for peace and righteousness nor a crusade to vanquish faults. It’s a journey to God. It will never be the way the world thinks. 

You will know from experience the frailties of human qualities, the vulnerabilities of a seeker, the dance of darkness and light. The towering height of your so called faults is a way of strength. Stay with Me in awareness and love. The conflict is keeping you close to Me. This is a gift.

What appears as another's advantage may be their greatest test and what appears as  your disadvantage may be your potent teacher. In time you will know that each one's journey is only a walk on one's own accumulated impressions. 

How can morality then have a place with Me ? Infinite Love cannot represent spiritual entitlement.

Me : Beautiful. So fall, rise, fall again, rise again..  

Voice : Until one day, you realise the lack of difference between both. 

And that My Love for you is above everything. 

Walk with Me

Voice : Must you always need to see the road ahead ? 

Me : Walk blind ? 

Voice : Not blind, walk with sight ..Me in your sight. That will make you blind to everything else. 

Me : Oh 

Voice : Let all destinations blur and fade away. Look no further than the next step as you walk. This is really letting Me hold your hand. 

Me : Hmm 

Voice : Do you believe I can take you to where you need to be ?

 

Me : Yes 

Voice : Then stay with Me with each step you take. Walking with Me is all that matters, not where you walk. Blind to the destination but alive in this journey with Me. 

And when you do that, you will realise your ideas of progress or retrogress, achievement or failure, direction or misdirection were never in contention.  

Fallen

Me : How can I ever accept myself now ?

Voice : I take you as Mine.  

Me : I have fallen. 

Voice : Not in My eyes

Me : I have sinned.

Voice : Bring me who hasn’t ?

Me : Not the one who remains with You and yet falls in his weakness. 

Voice : There was no deception in falling in your weakness. It was I who was behind it. 

Me : Why did you not stop me ?

Voice : You held very strong prejudices that you were not even conscious about. 

Me : So ?

Voice : So, when I let you fall in the same weakness that you so strongly condemned,  I give you an opportunity to rise above your judgements and thus free you from your own prejudices. But don’t worry about it too much or you will take away the immense benefit it brings to you. 

Me : I feel so unworthy of You. 

Voice : Feeling unworthy is a good sign…it means you are closer to Me than anyone else. Feeling worthy means you remain only close to yourself. 

Me : I am rejected by others. 

Voice : Never by God. I have always loved you and I will never leave you. 

Me : Help me heal and grow with more love and faith.

Voice : This experience is to strengthen it. 

You see yourself falling in your weakness...I only see more dependence of you upon Me and that matters more. 

I am the Redeemer and you are living My Will.      

Changing Seasons

Voice : Did you notice ? 

Me : What ? 

Voice : The wind…

Me : What about it ?

Voice : It's changed its direction.

Me : Didn’t notice.. 

Voice : Your hair is blowing in another direction but thankfully you remain the same. 

Me : Oh no..is my hairstyle messed up? 

Voice : Ha Ha

 

It is the nature of the wind to blow, the storms to come, the rains to fall. For seasons to change. 

What you are experiencing is a change of season. It’s okay to wear an extra coat. It's okay to stay indoors and wait for the storm to settle.  

Let the changing season or the force of wind do it's work. You will feel it's might. You will be overwhelmed with it's force. But, know it's all happening outside of you.

Remember, you are what you have always been and will always be…Love. 

Me : Hmm

Voice : A hurricane can only blow things away but a heart that is filled with love will always remain no matter where its pushed and no matter how big the storm is. 

The wind will change its course. The clouds will pass. The sun will shine and you will find love within you again. 

This love will never die. 

                    

Speed Breaker

Me : I love you 

Voice : I love you more

Me : I love you much more

Voice : It’s a good moment. We don’t have to ruin it.   

Me : Ha ha. So how come you thought of me ?

Voice : I wanted to interrupt you. 

Me : Well, thank you for your interruption. Anything you want me to do ?

Voice : Not really 

Me : Oh okay  

Voice : You are doing great. You were attending to the matters on hand very well. You need to. But, I just got a little insecure. 

Me : Hahaha. You and insecure ? 

Voice : Oh you have no idea what how attentive I am to your attention on Me. It was time for a speed breaker. 

Me : Speed breaker ? 

Voice : When you seem to be totally immersed in the world, I become a gentle 'speed breaker' that arises to reduce your pace in the world so it loosens its grip over you. With too much pace, there is a threat of over-speeding. So I popped up to say 'hello'. Maybe now you can get back to what you are doing. 

Me : Ha ha. What could I have ever done without you !

Voice : Rather...what would you be. 

Me : I love you 

Voice : I love you more..

Me : It's a good moment. Let's not ruin it.  

Voice : Ha ha  

So Unfair

Me : Do you see justice in this ??  This is so unfair.

How often am I at the receiving hands of deceit, injustice and unfairness ! Sometimes I feel I am in a heartless world but you know I always choose love no matter how hard it is.  

Voice : Yes I know. But that makes us compatible, doesn't it ?  

Me : So when I am beaten by circumstances, often unfairly, what exactly are you doing ?  

Voice : Watching over you.

 

Me : Watching me loose again ? I am kind of getting used to this now. I don't know what it feels like to be at the other end of it now.   

Voice : Are you with Me for a reward ? 

Me : I have always believed in You and I will always live by your Will. I will always love you no matter what happens. It just takes time to get used to living with no reward.

Voice : The true reward, greater than anything in this life is waiting for you - but not here, not on earth. 

Love, despite it all. Forgive, inspite of it all. Rise with faith every time you fall. I seek those who do. 

Let a million defeats come to you here on earth, for I will give you just one victory and that will be EVERYTHING. 

Highest Treasure

Me : I am so fortunate God is with me.

Voice : God is with everyone.You are fortunate not because God is with you; you are fortunate that you are with Him. 

Me : Wow 

Voice : The world is absent to My presence and are present to what is unreal. 

Me : Hmm

Voice : My work is not to give you more but to take away all which binds you. This is a slow working because humanity is helplessly drawn to what doesn’t exist and they chase it with all their might. 

God is ignored or given just enough attention that doesn’t take them away from the affairs of the world. How many are able to fully dive into the Divine Ocean ? 

I am ready to give everything to you, but you want less. I am here to give you eternal bliss but you seek things that are ephemeral. I give freedom but you choose bondage. I am Light but you are drawn to the shadow.

Me : Hmm

Voice : Love of God is the highest treasure that remains elusive because of the way you choose to live. For the one who really seeks this treasure from the depths of his heart how can he not be redeemed ? And it would matter little where you are placed. What matters is purity in your quest for God alone.   

     

Me : Wow

Voice : God is right here. I am right now with you because you are with Me. Stay with Me. Breathe with Me. Speak to Me. Lay down your burdens at My feet. 

I repeat I am all that matters. I am infinite love that you seek. There is nothing in this world that can offer you even a fraction of this treasure.   

You have no idea how close you are to receive this bliss. 

Me : How incredible! If the all of us could really fathom this for just one small moment ….

Voice : I wait for your Love. Where is the true seeker ? 

Calling Upon God

Me : You know, when it's quiet, still and I am alone by myself, our companionship simply flourishes and grows deeper without my apparent attention to work on it.  

I don’t need to do anything. I don’t even consciously look to feel your presence. I don't  call upon You.  

 

Voice : Hmm

Me : But, they say we must call upon God for you to respond..

Voice : When you breathe, do you ask for the air to be present ? 

Me : No 

Voice : Because you know it's always there. In the same way there is conviction beyond any doubt of My continual presence with you, which you feel and live with.   

One is expected to feel My presence to such an extent that I become your very breath. Would you call upon each inhalation ?  

Me : Then why are we told to call upon God when You are never separate from us ?  

Voice : In the beginning, as a child you called out to your mother for every little thing. You have grown up and do you continue with it now ?

Me : No. 

Voice : In the same way, in the beginning a lover calls upon Me so I can 'appear' in his life. But as this love ripens with his devotion, he begins to feel my continual presence and the calling turns into longing..a more profound spiritual state.     

Me : Hmm.

Voice : Calling upon God is good but if this begins to attenuate it may not necessary be a mark of disconnection but a progress for some. But, this is My Grace upon a few. 

Me : Wow 

Voice : A silent mind will find Divine connection and all words, wisdom and understanding will drown in this Silence.

When this Silence itself is My Divine presence, then what avail is any calling ?  

Me : Wow. You are my ever-present silent companion. 

Voice : God is not silent. Silence is God.   

Divine Sanctuary

Me : Why do I not desire to speak, listen or interact with anyone ? 

Voice : Includes Me, too ?

Me : Ha Ha. 

Voice : Thank God, you don't feel like that with Me.

Me : You are the reason I feel this way, in the first place ! I happen to be all ears only for you. I want to speak to You, hear You, see You, be with You. Even when nothing is spoken between us, I feel the love that ceaselessly flows between us. 

This dissipates all other desires and I can be like this for endless amount of time. I know I am never alone so I just don't feel inclined to seek company. Is this a strange way to be ?

Voice : It can appear strange..

Me : What is this ?

Voice : The love that I have been speaking about. 

Because I love you, you have love-nest within you. This love is a sanctuary of pure love, tranquility and rest within you. You are able to immerse in it whenever you like. Once you discover this within you, it will compel you to remain in it as long as you can. It’s your place of renewal and rejuvenation. 

Nothing outside compares to this divine space. Everything that pulls you out of this sanctuary will make you recoil and that is why you desire to withdraw from engagement of sensory distractions. Mundane conversations and affairs of the world begin to have a natural repellant feeling.   

Me : So this explains my state. And how does one cope up ?

Voice : Remain a visitor.

Me : Visitor ? 

Voice : Inwardly be with God, immersed in the divine sanctuary within you. Make visits outside when needed, but know that you are only visiting.

Me : Hmm

Voice : Remember that line - 'God is within' ? This is the beginning of that Truth the world longs for. 

Hard Move Up

Voice : Well Done !

Me : Thanks. That haunted me for a long time ! I know you helped me, didn't you ?

Voice : Just a little bit.

Me : Ha Ha. Your help is always more than just a 'little bit'.

Voice : I saw your effort and it drew My Grace. Your sacrifice, hard work and determination got Me to take notice.  

Me : Thanks. I was stuck with this one hard climbing move I could not make. It prevented me to finish this climbing route. I kept falling but I knew I had to find a way to overcome this if I didn't want to remain stagnant in my climbing pursuits. 

Voice : But you did try to dodge this difficult move and choose another rock face.. 

Me : Yes I did..only to realise that the exact same move appeared even on the other rock face ! 

Voice : So then what did you do ?

Me : I knew this difficulty level had to be overcome. That climbing move was hard but I knew I would never make it to the summit or pass the climbing grade unless I conquered this. I just worked harder with my practice, upped my training and choose all that was difficult and didn't give up.   

Voice : And that's the same with your life.   

Me : Meaning ?  

Voice : Just the way it was with the rock face, it's the same with people in your life. Faces may change, but that move that you have to make, to overcome stagnation will keep appearing and persist until you use all your strength to do that which is difficult. And when you transcend it, you will feel the spiritual progress in your heart. 

Me : What do you mean ? 

Voice : You can brush things aside, keep it under the carpet, avoid confrontation, allow storage in the deep recess on your consciousness but that doesn’t make it go away. If a hard path shows up, then it’s meant to be overcome. 

Could you ever skip a difficult patch on the way to the summit ?

Me : No.

Voice : You can love the whole world but it you have even one person you cannot love, it will haunt you like that climbing move - even surfacing into the next lives. 

People forget that the deal was not about the ones you can love, but the one you cannot. And when you love the one you cannot, you will be able to love the whole world ! That's the big move that pushes you up and few can overcome it.   

Triumphing over hurt, anger or resentment are your climbing grades to the summit. You can only temporarily dodge them but they will persist.  

Me : Hmm 

Voice : Make those difficult moves and finish the climb you have started. I haven't just given you the qualities to be only a good rock climber.

Me : Right! 

Voice : Overcome the weakness of your ego and embrace the strength of My love. I will help you. 

Just the way your harness and rope is your safety gear, its the same with My love and guidance in your uneasy situations. You are a determined climber. I know you don't give up easily.

Me : Yep! 

Voice : If a relationship carries the weight of pain, endeavour to lighten it.  

Get over with anything that weighs you down. We still have many climbs together on much harder routes in this lifetime.  

Me : Damn 

Voice : There is a reason why summits are vacant places.

True Surrender

Me : You sure you don't want me to include any spiritual practice anytime during my day ?

Voice : You want me to give you some spiritual exercises ?

Me : Was thinking of including something in particular everyday that helps me.

Voice. Yes you can.

Me : What ?

Voice : Love. Love more and more. Love deeper. Love wholeheartedly. Expect nothing in return. It's a great regime. I have the experience of it giving great results.     

Me : Ha Ha. You know what I meant to ask..something that I can include daily into my routine for my spiritual progress.

Voice : Oh I see. You want to go backwards.  

Me : Now how is this going backwards ?

Voice : Having 'God on a platter' can be very hard to comprehend. 

Me : I want illumination. I want to realise You. I only want to do something that takes me to the goal of God.

Voice : I am God. I am the goal. If you are with Me, you are already living with your goal.  

All the spiritual paths, pursuits and following Masters strive to get one closer to God as they understand. Here, you already have Me.  

Doing nothing but living in continual wholehearted surrenderance to Me, you will reach where you need to be as only I know the way, the way that is above all pursuits and paths. All you have to do is be present with Me.  

Voice : By 'wanting the goal', you create a distance. It is not the spiritual practice that is a hindrance but the 'wanting' that is present in it which creates binding for you. 

You desire illumination for yourself. A noble desire indeed but this is still a want that inhibits you. 

Me : Then should I not want to desire realisation ?

Voice : Why do you want anything ? Don't you feel fulfilled in My Love ? 

A true lover of God desires nothing for himself but only His Beloved's pleasure. That is his way and his only goal. He can live a million lifetimes to only uphold God's wish whether its pain or pleasure. Realisation, salvation, absolution are not his quests.  

This is love. This is true surrenderance.   

Do not seek more for I am your God who has sought you. Comprehend the depth of this statement. 

Me : Wow

Voice : For, in just a moment of true surrenderance to God, one receives everything.

Keeping Me Close

Voice : There ! I found you again. 

Me : What ? 

Voice : I lost you for a moment.  

Me : Me ?

Voice : You keep disappearing. 

Me : I am right here.

Voice : But not with Me. 

Me : Well..I was lost in my work. There was so much I had to do and figure out. You know it..how intense things can be sometimes.

Voice : I know. What a world I have created - filled with all the distractions !

Me : Ha Ha 

Voice : But, that is why I keep in touch with you. I always remember you.   

Me : Oh ! Your love for me is immeasurable. I can see what you do for me everyday! And I know there is so much more you do what I don't see. What have I earned to deserve this love ?

Voice : The core of your heart longs for God. Your presence in the world tugs your awareness towards itself. But, I tug you back to Me even more. There is no chance I will let you slip away from Me. You are Mine. 

Me : Living with love like this..there is nothing I need to ‘do' !

Voice : And you will still be ‘doing'. Just the way I will keep ‘doing' whatever it takes to keep you closest to Me. 

  

Infinitely Simple

Me : You were right.  

Voice : God usually is. 

Me : You have been shouting the same thing over and over again and I am so stupid to take Your words lightly but you keep persisting with me. 

Voice : Shouting ? I only whisper.

Me : Maybe you need to just sometimes shout aloud so that it shakes us all up! 

Voice : When I can whisper to your heart, why must I shout ? I have infinite patience to wait for you to turn to My words. 

Me : I know. You keep telling about the emptiness of this world, you have always told me that only love for God matters, that this world and its affairs are illusionary and nothing except love for God will give me what I seek. 

Voice : Hmm

Me : And it took me so long to understand this. I find myself today with your words seeping deep in every fibre on my being and I dread living any other way. It has changed everything. You have come to share this divine love and I can't fathom how fortunate I am. 

Voice : You are fortunate.  

Me : I used to wake up and live each day tossed between the head and the heart, between chaos and calm, between right and wrongs decisions, between what to do and what not to and between questions and answers. I was oscillating between purpose and purposeleness, straining often between motivation and lack of it. 

Voice : Hmm

Me : Now, I just wake up to love You. And I sleep with your love. Your love itself is my purpose. I have taken the whole circle to come back to what I had already known! 

Voice : Ha Ha 

Me : It was always so simple. Just love You more and more. Only love is real. Nothing matters but love for God. It is true freedom. Why did it take me so long to get it ?

Voice : It didn't take you long to 'get it' but it took some time to really feel it. You made the choice.  

Me : Hmm

Voice : No more confusion and conflicts ?

Me : Nothing your love can't handle.  

Voice : That is the power of pure love.  

Me : Love God ! Everything around just falls in its place. 

Voice : The Truth I have come to give is infinitely simple - sometimes that can make it hardest to understand.  

My Light

Voice : I know how trying it has been for you. I am aware of your pain. Do not despair. Have hope.  

Me : It feels dark. 

Voice : I will always hold you in My Light, no matter how dark everything seems.   

Me : Everything I want seems out of reach..   

Voice : Yes it may be, but not Me.  

Me : Why am I tested ?

Voice : Testing has no place for the love God has for you. I have come to share your pain. 

Me : What do I do ?    

Voice : Nothing. For nothing in the world matters except love. I love you and this is all that matters. 

Bathe in my light. Dance to my song. Come in tune with My divine rhythm. 

For I am your God. I am in your midst. 

I have come. I had to. Because I love you. 

Me : Your each word lifts me up! 

Voice : I will lift you to Me in eternal bliss. I promise. 

The Awakener

Me : You have taught me so much!  

Voice : You think so ?

Me : Yes, don’t you know that ?

Voice : I think life itself plays a wonderful role of a teacher. I play a different role with you.  

Me : So, teaching is old school ?

Voice : Ha Ha. There is nothing to learn. I have nothing to teach you. I have only Love to give you and I need only Love from you. 

I awaken. This is My work with you.

Me : Hmm 

Voice : When you are the recipient of this Divine Love of God, it contains everything. There is no learning - only yearning.

Love can love without reason and it will spread itself transforming humanity. Love in your heart is My work of awakening.

You feel I give you answers, you feel I teach you to live, you feel I guide you on the path, but it is Love that answers, it is Love that fulfils you, it is Love that illuminates and it is Love that sheds light on your next step. I only keep the fire of this Love burning inside your heart as it grows, grows and grows more, finally engulfing your entire Being.     

What is preaching, learning or teaching to the one who lives in the majesty of this Divine Love? It is the highest order of spiritual living. 

Me : Wow

Voice : I am The Awakener. Stay awake to My Love every moment.  

    

           

Saving Humanity

Voice : How is going ? 

Me : Pretty good. Actually feels like calm before a storm. 

Voice : So you picking up undercurrents from My gentle breeze..

Me : Well, what are you upto now ? 

Voice : The usual.

Me : Destroy and create ? 

Voice : Ha Ha. You really think I enjoy destroying ?

Me : Well, to bring a major shift in consciousness, I understand that a spiritual upheaval is necessary. But do people have to perish ?

Voice : From where I am, I experience indivisible oneness. The play of numbers would only concern you.

Me : Then what does concern you ? Aren't you the Saviour ? 

Voice : Shouldnt' a True Saviour's work be to prevent the 'dying of humanity' over 'dying of people'. I see the coming transformation so monumental and significant that it transcends mere numbers. Death and life will always be so beautifully intertwined. 

Me : Hmm 

Voice : Detach from numbers and you will bear witness to God's manifestation on earth - an era of love and unity.   

Me : What happens to me ?

Voice : What avail is life, death or anything to you ? Don't you feel My pure, divine love ? You are already saved.  

  

Wandered Away From God

Me : Sometimes people lose their faith in God and wander away. It makes me sad when that happens. How do you look at it ?  

Voice : Good question. 

Don’t you have three dogs in your family now ?

Me : Yes ! And I can have a lot more ! 

Voice : You can have 100 of them and I know you would still do a pretty good job with that!  

Me : Thank you. No surprise at all that when spelled backwards Dog is God. I can't imagine my life without God as Spirit and Dogs as my physical companions. I am a sucker for pure love.  

Voice : You are fortunate. You think I did a pretty good job with creating dogs ?

Me : Apart from the present mankind, you did well with everything in your creation. 

Voice : Ha Ha. Tell me, what if one day you had 1 dog from the 100 missing ?

 

Me : Oh. I will not rest until I find him and bring him back. 

Voice : But you still have the other 99 with you.  

Me : But I won’t give up on the one that has wandered off.  

Voice : Won’t you rather be satisfied with the all the other dogs that are still safe with you ?

Me : No ! How can I allow that one dog to be lost ? I will move heaven and earth to find him ! I will never be at peace until I have him back.  

Voice : It is the same with Me. There are many who stick to Me with faith and love. But, there are those who, in their despair and weak moments loose faith, renounce God and wander far away. In the same way as you, I am more concerned over the My own who has wandered off. I am more eager to bring him back to Me. 

That one person who goes astray receives more attention until I win him back. How can I ever give up on one of My own ? 

Me : Hmm 

Voice : So don’t worry about those who have wandered off from God or whose faith has weakened. I have only allowed some slack but he is firmly reined in with Me. Divine love is irresistible and in time, he will be drawn again to My love wherever he may be.  

Me : Wow 

Voice : I am more eager for your love than you can ever know. To move the whole world for the one who is mine is no price at all for Me.  

Me : Wow. Even if it's just for one person ?

Voice : Yes, even if he is just one soul from the whole universe. It is for this precious love, the whole creation has come into being.      

  

Die !

Me : I feel overwhelmed.

Voice : Close your eyes right now.  

Me : Feel this moment. Now let it sink-in that today is the last day of your life. You will be dead tomorrow. Be with this thought and tell me what you feel.

Me : Hmm. Give me a couple of minutes.

Voice : So ? 

Me : Wow.

Voice : You were smiling.. 

Me : I don’t fear death so I could do this easily. But, what was most important that this carried a feeling of liberation and freedom within me. All the things that mattered to me just vanished ! All the strings attached to me loosened away and I felt so light and free. My mind ceased to run around. The future had no grip over me. The past became inconsequential. All my possessions, titles, ambitions, worries, concerns just dwindled away. I truly imagined my death and so quickly the next moment transformed to a profound and powerful experience. Thank you.  

Voice : What happened with that unresolved family matter? 

Me : Not bothered by it.   

Voice : And about that client who won't pay you ?

Me : He can keep the money.  

Voice : What about the uncertainty of your future plans ?

Me : If I am not alive in the first place, how would anything matter at all ? 

Voice : That's true. You could die today.

Me : What a waste of life giving so much time to what will eventually have a value of ZERO. 

Voice : Now you know what a tethered existence you live by your own choice. 

Me : Yes. Please explain me more about this.. 

Voice : The contemplation of this powerful thought without fear was a few minutes of reality-check.     

You were no longer held captive by time. The force of ignorance lost its grip over you. 

By dying, you relinquish your own form and when you cease to exist even in thought, everything that comes from the falseness of your existence withers away.

Death is inevitable to all but you have been choosing to live like an immortal ! If nothing in your world is forever - what is the rationale of living the way you do ? 

Me : Hmm

Voice : Peace is given away to a distant future you have never seen, simple joys in life are forgotten, fear is allowed to overpower you forsaking love, resentment is nurtured forever and you have been accumulating things like you have the option to carry it forward to your next lives ! I am lucky that you can squeeze a few minutes in your day for Me !  

       

Me : Well....

Voice : You know everything is temporary. Only God is eternal. 

 

Me : But, how can I keep feeling this ? I can’t play dead all the time !

Voice : Ha ha. It's an art..the art of dying.  

When you feel overwhelmed, this reflection will help. Deeper the reflection, deeper will be the result.  

Me : It's certainly a weird thing to do. But, this works powerfully well. Thank you. 

Voice : You feel so burdened and gripped by the world, what could I have suggested to help you feel instantly free and unbounded ? 

You felt good because you diminished your own presence, to bring alive My presence. 

 

While the world will teach you to live, I will teach you to die to yourself. 

 

 

God and Suffering

Me : Why do people say that God gives suffering to His close ones ? 

Voice : That's what I keep hearing. 

Me : Seriously tell me. 

Voice : Tell you what ? That God gives suffering to His close ones ? 

Me : That's the word going around… 

Voice : Then it's probably true.

Me : Seems like you want to keep it this way.

Voice :  Seems like you want to defend God.

Me : Don't your lovers need to know the real deal ? 

Voice : It is good when it's kept this way for most. When you blame Me for everything, you keep Me closer to you. You give me a place in your life for all that happens and that’s what I like. And when you hate Me for what is happening to you, you will have an opportunity to intensify your remembrance of God.   

Me : But that doesn’t answer my question. 

Voice : Okay let me tell you something about God and suffering of His close ones. 

Me : Let me get some popcorn..

Voice : Ha Ha 

Here is what actually happens. When a lover of mine is destined to go through intense challenges and inevitable hard times, I draw him to Me much before the onset of that time. I let him know of My existence, help him feel My love, remind him of My presence and keep him nurtured in love and faith for God. This is a beautiful period of divine companionship.  

As the law of cause and effect begins to unfold in his life, My lover is faced with the inevitable hard times and seemingly insurmountable challenges. This was always going to happen by the inexorable working of the law of Karma. But, this is when he concludes that the hard times have befallen on him only after his closeness to God.

But, in reality the pain was inevitably a part of his life - I only made My appearance at the perfect time so he is not alone in his adversity and receives My help.

 

My role during this period is take upon Myself most of his suffering. If he had to undergo this without our closeness, his suffering would have very hard to endure and it would completely break him.  

And, thus emerges the belief that God and suffering surfaces together and sufferings to His close ones have befallen by My choice. 

   

Me : Wow. Everyone should know this ! 

Voice : Maybe not.

Me : Why not ??

Voice : Let My lovers believe it is Me behind everything in their lives including their hardest times. Let the belief be that God gives suffering. This way they will not blame anything or anyone else for whatever happens in their lives and this in turn, will prevent further karmic engagements as the blame remains only on God. 

Love Me or blame Me - both are as precious to Me. Both keep you close to My help and infinite love. 

 

Me : This love is madness ! 

Voice : I am your Divine Beloved who loves you more than you can ever love your own Self. 

Desires, Temptations and Fear

Me : What do I do with these lower desires and fears that surface ? 

Voice : Hmm

Me : It's like the temptations dance before me again and again. 

Voice : Hmm

Me : How do I overcome desires, temptations, fears and lure of my lower self ? Will this struggle ever cease ? 

Voice : For many it will continue to haunt them their entire lifetime and for others it will be an ongoing war repeatedly losing the battle to it's force.  

But for a few, this will be no more than an occasional mosquito in the room. 

Me : What is the secret to overcome this ?

Voice : There is no secret.

Me : Then how come those few can overcome it ? 

Voice : They don't work on overcoming anything. They simply live in continual awareness of who I really am. 

Me : That's enough ? 

Voice : If you truly really understand, fathom, realise and are convinced of who I really am…temptations, fears and desires itself will loose it’s hold over you. 

Many take Me to be their friend, guide, father, brother, mystic, saint and more. But, to take Me to be what I really am itself will shake all the bindings. The intensity of this contemplation itself has that supremacy, power and strength. 

I am Infinite Consciousness with many names - Love Incarnate, Highest of the High, Redeemer, Messiah, Saviour, Prophet, Divine Beloved, Avatar, GOD. Nothing less. 

The few who have inscribed this in their hearts, savour this Truth every day of their lives. This conviction runs in every cell and fibre of their being. This charges them spiritually inside out. This itself makes mockery of those desires and turns everything meek and weak.  

A weak conviction needs constant reminders and re-ignition of perhaps this most signification truth of their lives in their journey towards Divine Bliss. Therefore, everything seems to become a battlefield for them. 

Me : Wow

Voice : Do you really think the one who loves and lives with his Divine Beloved is troubled by fears or temptations ?

A true lover of God lives with the highest divine stimulation..what power can mere lower desires have over him ?    

Voice : Do you know ? 

Me : What ? 

Voice : I am God.

When you soak this in, so much is already done.