True Surrender

Me : You sure you don't want me to include any spiritual practice anytime during my day ?

Voice : You want me to give you some spiritual exercises ?

Me : Was thinking of including something in particular everyday that helps me.

Voice. Yes you can.

Me : What ?

Voice : Love. Love more and more. Love deeper. Love wholeheartedly. Expect nothing in return. It's a great regime. I have the experience of it giving great results.     

Me : Ha Ha. You know what I meant to ask..something that I can include daily into my routine for my spiritual progress.

Voice : Oh I see. You want to go backwards.  

Me : Now how is this going backwards ?

Voice : Having 'God on a platter' can be very hard to comprehend. 

Me : I want illumination. I want to realise You. I only want to do something that takes me to the goal of God.

Voice : I am God. I am the goal. If you are with Me, you are already living with your goal.  

All the spiritual paths, pursuits and following Masters strive to get one closer to God as they understand. Here, you already have Me.  

Doing nothing but living in continual wholehearted surrenderance to Me, you will reach where you need to be as only I know the way, the way that is above all pursuits and paths. All you have to do is be present with Me.  

Voice : By 'wanting the goal', you create a distance. It is not the spiritual practice that is a hindrance but the 'wanting' that is present in it which creates binding for you. 

You desire illumination for yourself. A noble desire indeed but this is still a want that inhibits you. 

Me : Then should I not want to desire realisation ?

Voice : Why do you want anything ? Don't you feel fulfilled in My Love ? 

A true lover of God desires nothing for himself but only His Beloved's pleasure. That is his way and his only goal. He can live a million lifetimes to only uphold God's wish whether its pain or pleasure. Realisation, salvation, absolution are not his quests.  

This is love. This is true surrenderance.   

Do not seek more for I am your God who has sought you. Comprehend the depth of this statement. 

Me : Wow

Voice : For, in just a moment of true surrenderance to God, one receives everything.