
Me : You were right.
Voice : God usually is.
Me : You have been shouting the same thing over and over again and I am so stupid to take Your words lightly but you keep persisting with me.
Voice : Shouting ? I only whisper.
Me : Maybe you need to just sometimes shout aloud so that it shakes us all up!
Voice : When I can whisper to your heart, why must I shout ? I have infinite patience to wait for you to turn to My words.
Me : I know. You keep telling about the emptiness of this world, you have always told me that only love for God matters, that this world and its affairs are illusionary and nothing except love for God will give me what I seek.
Voice : Hmm
Me : And it took me so long to understand this. I find myself today with your words seeping deep in every fibre on my being and I dread living any other way. It has changed everything. You have come to share this divine love and I can't fathom how fortunate I am.
Voice : You are fortunate.
Me : I used to wake up and live each day tossed between the head and the heart, between chaos and calm, between right and wrongs decisions, between what to do and what not to and between questions and answers. I was oscillating between purpose and purposeleness, straining often between motivation and lack of it.
Voice : Hmm
Me : Now, I just wake up to love You. And I sleep with your love. Your love itself is my purpose. I have taken the whole circle to come back to what I had already known!
Voice : Ha Ha
Me : It was always so simple. Just love You more and more. Only love is real. Nothing matters but love for God. It is true freedom. Why did it take me so long to get it ?
Voice : It didn't take you long to 'get it' but it took some time to really feel it. You made the choice.
Me : Hmm
Voice : No more confusion and conflicts ?
Me : Nothing your love can't handle.
Voice : That is the power of pure love.
Me : Love God ! Everything around just falls in its place.
Voice : The Truth I have come to give is infinitely simple - sometimes that can make it hardest to understand.
Oh Baba when will I feel it?
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