Distinctions

Voice : Why did you move away from those people ?

Me : I could not grasp a word they were speaking. 

Voice : Did you try to ?

Me : Yes I did try to understand but I was clearly struggling and so I thought I pull myself away so I could breathe.

Voice : Ok

Me : Look, I really can’t understand world politics, economies, financial markets, tax laws, PE ratios, etc. You haven’t given me the aptitude for it.   

Voice : So, it’s kind of My fault?

Me : I am not saying it's your fault. It's how you have made everyone..contrastingly different and unique. 

Voice : So, why didn’t you think the same way for your friend who is an atheist ?

You don’t understand world politics. He doesn’t understand God. I don’t see this difference, then why do you ?  

Me : Hmm

Voice : He is equally true to himself as you are. Do you think if one disbelieves in God, he doesn't deserve your understanding or he is incapable of contributing to My cause ? What compels you to make distinctions? 

Me : Well.. 

Voice : Nurturing exclusions even in your mind will keep you lingering in separation. Divinity is an all-inclusive, without a trace of separateness. There is no exception. 

 

You knowingly work for me. An atheist unknowingly works for Me. And I love both for the roles that is played to perfection. 

The opposites in the world of duality work in perfect harmony with Divinity, which is beyond understanding. In the mysterious working of Existence, one works with the other for propelling the Divine Cause.

 

Me : Oh 

Voice : Discard impositions and thrusting your views, banish coercion of any form, abandon judgements, blur the differentiations and include all for none are unfortunate.    

        

In the subtlety of distinctions in your mind, seeds begin to germinate for crusades in My name and God is misinterpreted by His own, yet again.  

Me : Hmm

Voice : For the one who chooses God, choose love alone. Love silently. Love greater. Love deeper. Nothing more needs to ever be done. 

Catch The Drift

Voice : Let it drift away 

Me : Huh? 

Voice : That thought you holding in your head is holding you back. Be with Me. How beautiful is this present moment !

Me : I was just thinking about….

Voice : It’s not important. Right now, be present to My companionship. 

Me : Thank you for the reminder ! I feel at peace instantly !

Voice : I remember you more, don't I ? Isn't it supposed to be the other way around ?

Me : Ha Ha. But I love it !   

Voice : I am found in the present moment like right now. Just you and Me keeping up with this communion while the thoughts of the past and future instantly blur away. Everything in your mind other than Me makes a natural exit. There is no striving. It is an effortless switch for you. 

Me : Yes. I feel love, contentment and peace right now. 

Voice : Ever wondered why it is an easy switch ?   

Me : Tell me 

Voice : I have made Myself effortlessly available to a sincere call in your heart so you can always tune in to Me anytime you choose. I come like a gentle breeze of divine love that nourishes you instantly. And this love makes you fulfilled and adequate. 

Me : And it's effortless. 

Voice : The majesty of this Love makes it so. It is a gift for those who seek. It is a blessing for those who can.

Be prepared without hesitation to forsake the lure of things that are transient and be attentive to what I can give you.   

It is the feeling that I create in your heart so you may never drift apart from Me. This is Divine Grace.  

Me : Thank you. 

Voice :  Attention to present moment is the beginning of true devotion.

For Love

Voice : You went out of your way to help that person. That is good. 

Me : He was very happy with my help. 

Voice : And you ? 

Me : Oh I was glad I could be of use to somebody.  

Voice : What about that neighbour of yours who you call names like 'a@##@**e' 'mentally challenged' and what's that word - 'dumb#@* ? 

Me :  Ok, sorry about the name-calling. I just keep a safe distance from those species. 

Voice : Your name-calling doesn't bother me. In spite of being the same One, I have been called by innumerable names since the beginning of time. 

'Voiceless Voice' is one. But often it's much worse.  

Me : Ha Ha 

Voice : You think those 'dumb#*@ people' could do with some love from you ?

Me : Forget it. I only get more abuses, hate and indignation in return.    

Voice : Could it be that they are in need of more love than anyone else ? 

Dive deeper in your heart and you will discover something that everyone successfully dodges instead of choosing the more difficult response.

Me : What ?

Voice : You have been there for others who thank you for your help, who appreciate and love you for simply being there for them. Their love is your reward. But, what about those who condemn you ? What about those who are unfair to you and those who seek to vilify you in their bitterness ? What if your reward was hate in return ?

Me : Why would I care about them ?  

Voice : By wishing them well in your heart, you would be doing the greatest act of service in God’s love. Just by having deep loving thoughts about them, you are creating an impact beyond your understanding.

And how pleased I would be if you quietly and silently did things for someone without getting anything in return, especially for those who dislike you. 

Remember, this is a God given opportunity for every lover of Mine. But, only a few handful seize this opportunity.  

Me : Hmm

Voice : Maybe you will receive no acknowledgement or more abuses and nothing else in return. But, in this lies the truest and highest service. 

When you choose love, you choose Me. 

How many can live with this highest ideal ? How many truly want Me ?  

Me : So do everything for love ?

Voice : You do things - not for love, but out of love. Remember the difference.

This will define God's love in the world of separation. 

Silence

Voice : You love these moments, don’t you ?

Me : Oh yes 

Voice : Am I interrupting ?

Me : Luckily for me, You are not a chatty voice in my head, but a quiet feeling in my heart. You are like warm embrace that fills me with magical contentment and inner joy. It only makes everything even more silent. 

You can never interrupt Me. On the contrary, I am interrupted by everything else !  

Voice : Hmm

Me : It's so incredibly quiet right now. There is beautiful stillness around. This muted surrounding is so profound. I would not want to ever break away from this silence.  

Voice : If you like this silence, you will love more of what I can give you.  

Me : More silence ??  

Voice : That silence which will break this silence.   

Me : What do you mean ?

Voice : When My Infinite Silence will descend. 

My Infinite Silence will be heard not by your ears, but experienced in your heart.  

All else are only passing moments in quietude.  

Roadblocks

Me : But why bring me to this point in the first place ? 

Voice : There is a deep purpose behind it. 

Me : I bet there is !

I mean …first you bring these so-called coincidences to appear, then you entice me with so-called opportunities, later I dream about it and now I have a desire that I never had or asked for. And just when I begin to feel good about it and work towards fulfilling it - you make roadblocks appear from nowhere and now I am back to where I started - only feeling worse than before ! 

Why show me dreams, opportunities and lure me ? I did not ask for it. 

If you don’t want me to have something, you don’t have to open any doors at all for me ! Now, I see myself with more struggles and dejections for things I never asked you for. 

Voice : Are you upset with the struggles or with the desires surfacing? 

Me : If you tackled my desire in the first place or made it disappear, I wudn't have had to deal with it's struggle for fulfilment !  

Voice : But how will you know the greatest lesson I want to teach you ?

Me : Oh I know that - to not want anything !!

Voice : Higher than that..

Me : What is that ?

Voice : To realise that I am found not in the height of your struggle but in the depth of your surrender.

That is where God endlessly waits for all.   

       

Verbal Form

Me : There are so many spiritual books to read !

Voice : I know. 

Me : I have always struggled to read. For me, its easier to climb a mountain than read a page. Was I an illiterate in my pervious birth or am I not prepared enough for this Path ?

Voice : Ha Ha. Just in a way, the mind wants to relate to Reality in a physical form, the mind also craves for definitions and formulations wanting to squeeze Reality into a verbal shape. 

 

Me : Hmm. Then, how will I ever gain spiritual knowledge that are in these precious books ?  

Voice : You will. 

Me : When ?

Voice : When Silence begins to speak more than words. 

Just A Leaf

Voice : What are you staring at ?

Me : Your wonderful creation. 

Voice : I am glad you paused to admire My work. It is hard to get your race to find a moment of stillness.  

Me : Maybe that’s why we are referred to as 'race'.

Voice : Ha ha. Doing absolutely nothing, nature has a way to regenerate, renew and grow by itself. It is not racing anywhere. It is not competing. It is serving by it's mere presence.   

Me : Yes. 

I was looking at this one tiny leaf gently fall off from the tree. What a beautiful glide it had all the way down to the grass. From the millions of leaves, this one leaf struck my attention.    

Voice : Hmm

Me : Is this a creative way of wasting my time ?

Voice : You think it was strange to care or notice a single leaf fall gently all the way from the branch to the ground ? Now, imagine countless number of trees in the world. Now grasp the infinite number of leaves - growing, renewing, falling from all the trees in existence. The numbers are impossible to fathom. 

Me : Oh yes !

Voice : Now imagine from these vast infinite numbers, there is one leaf that is hand-picked, chosen and cradled by Me. Grasp the great fortune of that leaf amongst so many which has My special attention right from its entire journey of birth, renewal and the end. 

You are like this leaf in this infinite vastness. You have no idea about this priceless life you live. With all the things happening in the Universe, you are gliding in the hands of the Creator Himself.  

Me : So hard to grasp this.  

Voice : How many feel lost, alone and defeated ? And, here you are…enjoying an effortless moment of stillness with Me…only because you are wrapped in the My fulfilling Divine Love. 

You are chosen. 

Me : Wow

Voice : The winds of destiny can blow all the leaves away, but the leaf that is in My hand is beyond seasons or hurricanes.

    

    

Moving Closer Or Away

Me : How does one know if one is moving away from God or coming closer to God ?

Voice : The more differentiation you see, the more distance you create with God.  

And when you feel less separation from everyone and everything, you are moving closer to God.  

The former is the cause of much suffering and the latter brings spiritual poise. 

Me : And how do we work on the later ?

Voice : The more you soak in God's company, the less you assert yourself. And when this happens, you are able to see the One in the many, instead of the manyness that you are used to seeing.  

This is when you know you are truly moving towards God’s light. 

No miracles, visions, experiences, virtues or knowledge can overshadow this simple truth.   

 

It's All Camouflaged

Voice : Can you see it ?

Me : What ?

Voice : Look closely..isn't the green colour on it absolutely beautiful ?  

Me : On what ?

Voice : You need to focus and keep your vision steady. Stare closely and look straight ahead beyond that hill and you will see it. The light green clearly stands out from the other green you see..

Me : Alright ..I don't know what am I trying to spot !

Voice : I was trying to show you a tiny grasshopper on that blade of grass across the hills right ahead. 

Me : That’s like atleast a few kilometres away ! And you expect me to spot a green grasshopper camoflagued on a blade of grass ???  

Voice : No.

Me : Then why get me to spot it ? 

Voice : To show you how your pride is camouflaged. Just like this. 

You will never spot it, you won't see it, you won’t even acknowledge it. On the contrary, you will convince yourself you are without it. My vision reaches the deepest spots inside your being.    

Me : Aaah....I have a lot of pride or maybe it's just a little ? 

Voice : It becomes a 'lot' when you think you don't have any. 

Can you unflinchingly take the onslaught of aspersions, criticism, insinuations, be mocked in a room full of people without really getting affected ? I doubt it. 

In fact, would you remain unmoved by just a tiny harmless remark against you ? 

Me : Hmm..  

Voice : You are attached to your identity, image and care of what people think of you. You are disproportionately attentive to this than you are to God. Are you projecting yourself as being a nonchalant and humble man ? 

 

A true lover of God with his longing and depth of love forgets His own being. True humility lies in this state of being. 

There is so much of 'you' that is present.

 

Me : How do I work on this ?

Voice : Let’s shed the cloak of humility to begin with. Shed the misconception that you have about yourself…being simple, humble, pious, calm, devout.. 

By creating a surrounding of your liking you have only tried to create a 'safe space' for yourself. You can run but you can’t hide from your own self. There are conflicts within, huge bag of hollowness and a great deal of misconceptions about your own being. 

You have sought distinction through the illusory escape of 'not of this world' title but you are just in it as anyone else. 

With pride lurking inside you in quiet corners that you cannot see, you embark on every seeker's dreaded pitfall - hypocrisy. 

Remember, the truly humble is a rare one. Rare one indeed.    

Me : Can I change ? 

Voice : What else am I here for ? 

Recognise yourself as you really are. Not by being in the forefront but by being a shadow in the background. 

Me : Meaning ? 

Voice : To make yourself subservient to Me at every opportunity. That is how 'You’ lose prominence. 

See Me in the other. Interact with Me in every person. Find God in the other. Then you will discover a new way of living - the truest way of being. Your judgements will cease, your need to be right will pass, forgiveness will be easy and you will find less meaning in dwelling in actions and words of other people. You will feel unity in the apparent divisibility. 

This will bring you a grounded state of being. Humility is not attained with the mind or with a garb of 'holier than thou'.     

  

Me : What about encountering idiots ? 

Voice : They will expose your intolerant and arrogant side. They will do My work on you.  

Me : Oh 

Voice : When people hurt your pride, you get angry. But, neither expression nor suppression is going to teach you humility. But, unhesitatingly choosing forgiveness for your misgivings is a great way to begin.   

Remember, it's not doing things with humility, but lacing your actions with love so that they become humbling.  

Me : Pride, arrogance, anger, hypocrisy…after all these years and closeness to You, I am feeling of bit of a shame here. 

Voice : It makes you human. Will you share our conversation ?   

Me : Of course, why ask ? 

Voice : Because you just thought of not doing it..

Me : You reading my head again.  

You know, I don’t sound good in this conversation. I think this needs some edits and tweaking and .. 

Voice : It needs humility.. 

Simple Companionship

Voice : Do you feel we are distant ?

Me : No 

Voice : Do you like it when I speak with you ?

Me : I love it ! 

Voice : Then what are you trying to change ?

Me : What you mean ?

Voice : I see you are building a regime for meditation which is good, but you prefer Me as an extra class ?

Me : No

Voice : I see you coerce yourself to chant...am I not effortless and spontaneous ? 

Me : Yes

Voice : Love is nothing if it's not spontaneous, effortless and from ALL of your heart. Our conversations together are just that. Are they not intimate enough ?

Me : Yes they are. 

Voice : Then allow only spontaneity and naturalness to flourish. Coercion has no place in divine love. 

Our conversations appear as exchange of words, but in reality our communion is much beyond words. It is vibrational. The words you interpret and write are only a manifestation of the vibration that you are tuned into. 

Words are thus less of words, but more of divine vibration. And it is the silence between the words that carry the deepest connection.

Me : Wow

Voice : These spontaneous moments of meditative state is a part of your being in this life.     

Me : Hmm 

Voice : The slightest doubt in your heart can bring adulteration in the flow of this love.   

You have no idea how sacrosanct this companionship is for you and those around you. It's a state of being where you are meditating on the highest ideal without effort. What else do you feel you need to do ?

Do you realise that most spiritual pursuits are about discovering and gaining this divine companionship ?

Me : I was trying with more ways to get closer to You.

Voice : You have already tried all of it in your previous lifetimes. You are now living in company of God. Do you still feel inadequate ? 

Me : When you talk like this...wow. I am the most abundant man in the world! 

Voice : Continue to sense, feel and absorb My presence. Until one day, words will make a natural disappearance to make room for My Infinite Silence.   

Grand Play For God

Me : Did you like the play ? At first, we didn’t think we could pull off such a grand and compelling play with the message of God intertwined in it ! Judging by the way the audience responded, the play was a success !

Voice : The play was a success indeed. But, did you succeed ? 

Me : Meaning ? You are Perfection and we did put a lot of effort to put up a flawless show. Love for you was the driving force. 

 

Voice : Love for a perfect show was your driving force. Where was I in it ? 

You call me Mr Perfection but so-called imperfections are in complete perfection with Me. What you and your team were trying to work was with only skills. Skill may help you achieve a desired outcome but love is the only outcome that draws My attention. Otherwise, wouldn’t I bring the world’s most talented force of directors, actors and writers for My play ? 

I am beyond outcome. It is the process that is of importance. I am attentive to the love that is allowed to flourish in the making of the play. 

With your own understanding of 'perfection' you have thus made that age old mistake to confer God to your own version of standards. If I had 'standards', how would you look at someone who is goofy in My Love ? Would he get an opportunity in your play or will his goofiness deny him inclusion because 'My standards' are too high ? 

The play is just a medium. Just like everything is only a medium to express love. What meaning does anything have without it ? 

Me : Oh. I am understanding what you mean. I got zealously cautious that we do not casually misinterpret God's message through our play.   

Voice : If God can be misinterpreted by anyone - then My infinity is misunderstood. Love is the only language of God and is utterly unaffected by both - interpretations and misinterpretations. 

What matters is love in the heart of man - a living example of My message to the world.   

Me : Yes

Voice : Pursue perfection in love alone. Everything you do for Me or in My Name is for this one purpose alone. To give it any other importance is a distraction.

 

Me : Hmm. 

Voice : When you turned down one of My lovers because of his inability to act perfectly, you turned Me down. His longed to perform for Me.

When you turned down the script by a so-called 'non follower’, you created a division.  

When you bossed your way each time during the rehersals, you were working for your ownself, not Me.

Your anger and screaming directed towards actors who forgot their lines warranted more kindness and empathy.

Your desire for acknowledgment came in the way of exercising humility.

Your role was marred with a sense of pride that was hidden deep within your being.   

The final outcome on stage is important, but not more important than being loving. 

Me : I think we let our tempers, anxiety and anger fly all over the place in the making of this play.

Voice : Breakdowns in My work are opportunities to make choices; kindness over anger, empathy over pride, humility over recognition, light-heartedness over seriousness, love over attachment to outcomes. 

How many times did you choose the strength of poise while in the midst of numerous breakdowns ?

Me : I was overcautious to details and hoping for zero mistakes with the final performance.  

Voice : You think you have attention to detail ? I have a sharper eye for it. There was one individual who received great benefit from Me. He played the part that I liked the most. He knew he was skilful at the role handed over to him, but he turned it down to pass it silently to someone who he knew wanted it desperately and it would make him happy. While he was repeatedly told that he must not give up an opportunity to perform for God, he silently allowed the unerring voice of his heart. I have applause for him.   

Me : Hmm

Voice : What is the perfection you seek in My name ? to achieve the highest quality of acting ? highest quality of scripting ? or the impecable direction ? 

Remember, if you are in pursuit of perfection - know that Love is the perfection that draws My attention. Everyone in the play had begun to seek perfection in the outcome and I was sidelined in the process. Love for God is not a destination but a journey. Pay attention to your journey and leave the destination to Me. 

You earned a standing ovation for a job that spreads My message of Love and Truth which is good, but what would please Me more is when My message of love is through the way you live each moment, especially through the way you work. 

When love begins to fade in your interaction with each other and kindness begins to diminish, you are in pursuit of your ownself in My name. 

Me : I have a lot to learn. 

Voice : Perfection was sought, but the price was love.    

Standing ovation was achieved, but the journey was without Me. 
You performed flawlessly on stage, but My work was off the stage.

Me : The play wasn't a success, I thought it was...  

Voice : It is. You learnt so much.

Portfolio Management

Me : So I was at my friend's place for lunch today.

Voice : Yes, I observed you were very amiable with carbohydrates finally. 

Me : Ha ha. Well, you said it’s not what goes in, but what comes out of my mouth that is more important.

Voice : Yes.

Me : All went well and I spoke much about you. He is a nice God-loving person. 

Voice : He is nice God-fearing person.

Me : God-fearing ? Why do you say that ?

Voice : Did you notice the corner in his study room ? 

Me : Yes, he has a huge altar. There were many pictures of Gods and statues of deities to whom he prays everyday. 

Voice : That’s right. 

Me : Is that a problem ? 

Voice : No problem with Me but a hurdle for him.

Me : And how is that ?

Voice : Let Me explain. You have a portfolio manager for your stocks ? 

Me : Yes…but you didn’t leave too much money there for me.  

Voice : You have enough for your needs. 

Me : Yeah...no room for wants. Only needs! 

Voice : We will talk about this another time. 

So coming to that portfolio manager..their job is to manage your funds and give you substantial return on your investment. Their other job is to mitigate the risk and protect your capital. In the same way, many so called lovers of God are excellent portfolio managers. They turn to multiple avenues of protecting themselves and they are invested in Divinity by dividing their worship towards multiple Gods. Should one fail, there is another. And if one refuses to listen, they can turn to another. And just to be assured of always being protected, they dare not displease anyone with neglect. In other words, they have got themselves 'well covered'.     

So you see, it is fear that compels your friend to create a safety net of Gods and celestial beings. He prays, worships and visits different shrines and appeases different deities from a premise that becomes his own barrier. 

Me : More the merrier ! Where is the harm in this ?

Voice : You love your wife ?

Me : Yes. 

Voice : But what is the guarantee of the future of your marriage ? Should you not cover your risk my keeping multiple wives ? So that if one fails, you have a back up of another. Sounds absurd isn’t it ? I feel the same. It is no different with Me, but you still  choose to love God in this manner. How can you ever give your all when you have distributed your love and attention ? 

Me : Oh 

Voice : Beloved can only be ONE. And when you begin to justify your love-interest in multiple Divine Beings, you are exercising careless liberty with the One who loves you more than you can ever love your ownself.   

Only if you leave everything in the hands of One Master, will you allow yourself to grow on the path of love. 

Me : Makes sense. 

Voice : Your love for God should be true. When all your love is directed towards one Supreme Being, you are able to love wholly, truly and completely. This love and longing can only reach intensity when you love one Master exclusively. Then this love grows to become steadfast, unchanging and unwavering. 

If your goal is to love God, then your efforts must be towards growing deeper and deeper in His Love alone and this state is hard to achieve when one scatters his attention of multiple deities, celestial beings or Divine incarnates. 

Why distribute your precious psychic energy ? 

Me : Hmm

Voice : How fortunate are those who are steadfast in love with one Supreme Being. No distractions. No concessions. No temptations. 

Me : Then, why does this happen in the first place ? 

  

Voice : The premise for this unusual characteristic is fear..the desperate need for self-preservation while also wanting God. But, the path to God itself is elimination of yourself.

Also, people want answers that gratify them and when they fail to hear the voice of their Beloved, they turn to other avenues. 

Me : What do You suggest they do then ? 

Voice : If one is easily swept by circumstances, one will struggle with listening to the inner voice and grow in inward companionship which is always present. This is that moment that helps you become firm as a rock with your love, longing and conviction towards your only one and only Master. Here, no questions exists.    

 

Me : Hmm. We have Gods for wealth and prosperity, Gods for knowledge, Gods for fertility, Gods for protection.... 

Voice : It's human nature. No portfolio manager would recommend all your life savings in only one stock or one sector. To protect your future, you are very good at securing yourself with multiple financial arrangements. Why take chances with God ? Who knows what's He going to come up with next ? 

You tend to tilt to other mediums and divine beings because you feel unfulfilled, unprotected and unassured. This stems from only one space - lack of faith. One of the prerequisites to grow in consciousness is total conviction. This comes from laying down everything at the feet of only One Master and keeping no 'safety nets’ despite the adversities in your life. 

God is Love. You can love deeply when you are not defocused. 

Me : So true. God is indivisible.  

Voice : So, should your love be...indivisible. 

 

Life Is A Response

 

Voice : Hello. 

Me : You know why I am pensive..

Voice : Yes. That’s why I have chosen to talk to you now. 

I don't want you to worry too much about it. Do not despair over anyone’s apparent 'lack of efforts' to win My Love. It is not as it seems. There is a good reason for the distance and good reason for the closeness.  

Me : Help me understand.. 

Voice : I will use the analogy of both the sun and the moon here. 

Think of the sun. It’s the same sun that shines over earth, but how interesting that depending on where you on the planet, response to the same sun is different with everyone. The sun does not alter the power of its illumination, but your response to it varies.You may bask in the sun for all the warmth in the cold mountains or you may avoid it altogether in the afternoon in a tropical place.  

 

Me : True. 

Voice : Similarly, depending on where you are placed in evolution of your consciousness, you are only a living response…a response to God's Light.   

Everything you do is a response. A response to My Love that perennially flows to you. 

You may be unaware, but this determines your reciprocation to God. 

You feel you choose. You feel you initiate all actions. But, everything you do is only a secondary action. My Love flowing to your heart is the primary force. Everything in your life only becomes a response to this.

Me : Oh 

Voice : The more I open My tap of Love flowing in your heart, deeper will your response be to Me. The more I long for you, the more you will long for Me. The more I remember you, the more you will think of Me.   

You feel you have chosen to love God, you feel you are making efforts to get closer to God, You feel you are remembering God….it's all only a response. A response that I stimulate within you with My Love.

         

It is My Love that flows in varying proportion to stimulate varying intensity of longing within the seeker’s heart. 

Me : Why can’t You just shine the same light on everyone at the same time ? 

Voice : Ha ha  

Love for God cannot be manufactured by oneself - it is a seed bestowed in the heart of the lover by God. The seed germinates in perfect time and blossoms into longing and love for God over several lifetimes of nurturing.You do not know but you have endured the heat of the blazing sun in previous incarnations, which burned away layers of veils and you become prepared.    

If one is ill-prepared to be in the sun, it can burn you or even cause a heatstroke. 

And when it's time for a widespread transformation, the sun can also bring about significant changes in the world impacting all life in creation simultaneously.  

Me : Solar flares ? 

Voice : Yes. And you are in the middle of it right now.

Me : Hmm. You also said you will use an analogy of the moon ? What about that ?  

Voice : Have you realised that a bright moon in the sky can light up the dark night, even though it's light is just a reflection from the sun ?

Me : Yes. 

Voice : In the same way, you are like a moon whereby My Love is constantly being reflected to people you meet in your life. Subtly but certainly, My Light is always shining as a 'reflection' in your heart. 

The sun may not be visible to them, but they are still in God's light through you and soon they will bask in the direct rays of the sun.

Me : I am not sure if I can always be in a constant state of love and understanding.. 

Voice : Neither is the moon always a full moon, isn't it ? Without worrying about the light, live silently like the cycles of the moon, but knowing well that the light of the sun is always shining on you. 

  

Me : I want to love God more and more..

Voice : I know. Because I am stimulating your response. I love you more.