Me : But why bring me to this point in the first place ?
Voice : There is a deep purpose behind it.
Me : I bet there is !
I mean …first you bring these so-called coincidences to appear, then you entice me with so-called opportunities, later I dream about it and now I have a desire that I never had or asked for. And just when I begin to feel good about it and work towards fulfilling it - you make roadblocks appear from nowhere and now I am back to where I started - only feeling worse than before !
Why show me dreams, opportunities and lure me ? I did not ask for it.
If you don’t want me to have something, you don’t have to open any doors at all for me ! Now, I see myself with more struggles and dejections for things I never asked you for.
Voice : Are you upset with the struggles or with the desires surfacing?
Me : If you tackled my desire in the first place or made it disappear, I wudn't have had to deal with it's struggle for fulfilment !
Voice : But how will you know the greatest lesson I want to teach you ?
Me : Oh I know that - to not want anything !!
Voice : Higher than that..
Me : What is that ?
Voice : To realise that I am found not in the height of your struggle but in the depth of your surrender.
That is where God endlessly waits for all.
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ReplyDeleteThank you for this profound reminder!
ReplyDeleteSomit ,Thank you for this meaningful piece. It really makes me think about how life leads us through desires and struggles, not to frustrate us, but to teach us to let go and trust. Sometimes, we focus so much on obstacles that we forget the real lesson—peace comes when we surrender, not when we fight for control. Truly grateful for this reminder!
ReplyDeleteSomit , how is it every time I’m in a situation and your blog has the answer to it . This piece of conversation between you and Baba is so beautiful and the message is so strong . Thankyou for always being that medium . Love you heaps ❤️❤️❤️
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