Thank God for this Virus !

Voice : Hello

Me : Hi

Voice : What are you thinking ?

Me : Like you can’t read my thoughts…

Voice : Don’t let that feeling of guilt creep in. I know you dont feel appropriate to speak about this to anyone. But you can talk to me. I love you.

Me : Ok here goes….I am feeling the joy that I haven’t felt in ages. I am feeling an inner peace and deep bonding with Mother Earth. I am feeling a sense of Divine Love and I am incredibly happy with the current world scenario. Yes - I am in the happiness zone ! Can you believe it ? Its possible I can be infected or perish. Its possible my dear ones could be facing tough times. Its possible I will have total erosion of my wealth and no security about tomorrow, but I am really feeling happy ! Like relieved..its happening finally !

Voice : So thats your guilt ?

Me : Think so...cause I dont seem to find anyone right now sharing the same train of thinking...

Voice : Hmm. And fear ?

Me : I dont understand the reason for any fear. Its pretty simple. I have two options - death or life. Both sound pretty reasonable to me. Am I missing out on something ?

Voice : Let me hear more of how you feel ...

Me : People are dying, fear is on the rise, hopelessness for many, financial system is breaking down and I am feel comforted like never before.
I am excited about the virus spreading and hoping deep within my heart for this to spread further deep across the world to heal us. I actually dont want to be a part of any gathering, worship or prayers to God asking for a divine intervention or desperate pleas for stopping the spread of this virus!! 

Its like we ask for a better world. And you lovingly give us corona virus to fix it. And now, we dont want that ! Thats odd, isn't it ?  
Ok so, I am being honest here. Dont judge me here. 

Voice : I am beyond judgement. Go on ..

Me : This very situation is manifestation of God’s Love. Either we can resist it, detest it, fear it, hate it or we ride on this wave of Love. There is incredible peace and beauty in this surrenderance. I know death and destruction are also beautiful manifestations of Divinity. This is a wave of high frequency.   

Voice : In times like this, there will be those who align to this way of being and those who align to an opposite way of thinking. The reason for this is varying levels of awareness and inner connection. 

Me : I was so restless a month earlier and I kept telling my wife not to book any trips, plan anything, or begin any project and simply wait - for I felt something was going to give way - something big was going to happen to the planet. Like nature's correction. And once, this happened, my restlessness disappeared and I began to feel strangely ‘safe’ in the midst of this big upheaval. 

Voice : When you are aligned to the frequency of Mother Earth, you will feel its call and its wound. And you will receive its guidance and signs. You will know when and what is to come. You dont feel fear and panic but instead feel the peace because you KNOW and feel a large healing is taking place of your planet. Your being is only interested in the larger good of Mother Earth and therefore there is absence of self-interest - even though knowing fully well you can perish, too.    

Me : Then, why should I be part of any organised prayers ‘against' the virus ? 

Voice : Because the mass thinking believes virus to be a 'threat’. This Virus is a Gift - a Cure for the human race. But this won’t be easy for many to accept.  

Me : Why ? 

Voice : Because you are always used to identifying with the problems on the ‘outside' or 'out there' - while its always and always within. 

Me : Pls explain. 

Voice : You think its just a case of an overnight breakout of the virus ?  Reflect back closely. Weren’t most of your friends having inner battles since some time ? No world event like this simply manifests without first manifesting individually within each one of us. When this reaches critical mass, its manifests collectively in the world. Here, I refer to the conflict between darkness and light within each one. And when the battle is lost to darkness, you create a powerful force that manifests into a world event that simply matches your thoughts and frequencies. So, in a way you have created this yourself. 

Me : So in the same way, we create more desirable situations, too.

Voice : Well, I have been reminding you gently to not forget your divine nature amidst your life in the world.    

    

Me : So, do we have to pray, now ?   

Voice : Let not the prayers come from fear. The fear of tomorrow, the fear of losing control, the fear of self-preservation, the fear of loss of life, jobs and wealth. What value do they hold ? The grip of the falseness of existence is so strong on the human race, that you are losing your mind, creating panic, experiencing sadness and facing anxieties.

What happens when you first have a deep wound ? If you want the wound to heal naturally, you will first notice a swelling. The swelling can become bigger in time, next will be pus formation and you will notice yellow fluid oozing out and finally you will notice normal bleeding before the wound finally dries out. So for any natural healing the wound is first a process of removing the toxins ( pus ).

Your whole planet is wounded and have never 'taken time off to heal'. You were too busy to attend to it. The food you eat is infected. The water is polluted. The oceans and rivers are contaminated. Soil has toxins. Forests are depleted. Animals are in laboratories, eaten or stripped of habitats. Natural resources are dying, And many die of starvation. Even the air is not spared. Your thoughts are infected, too. Instead of woking with faith, you gave into fear which compelled you to hoard supplies at home without thinking of the other. 

Me : So True. How long will the clean-up take ? 

Voice : It would depend on how deep is the wound.

Me : I think the wound is gotten septic !

Voice : Remember, this virus outbreak is as a result of your own prayers to heal the world. And now when the healing is begun, would you rather ask it to stop or offer more strength for it to continue as ordained. 

Me : How do you change this thinking ? 

Voice : Simple. Realign your perspective from thinking only of Self. This alone can change everything.
Your strength is nothing but love. Love will seek the larger good of the world. Even if this means to suffer and perish, so be it. Its not the time for self-interest. Its time to rise in love. Its the time to welcome a great transformation.

Overcome fears, personal interest, selfish desires, panic moments by welcoming this wonderful time in the history of the planet ! Because this is the beginning. There is more to come. 

Me : More ?? 

Voice : You have enough time now to build your 'Spiritual Immunity.' It has the power and capacity to face anything. You have my assurance.        

Me : Spiritual Immunity...sounds cool. Any simple tips ? 

Voice : It would certainly help if you dont ask me how to do my job everytime.

Me : Hahahahahahaha

Voice : Thats what I like so much - laughter and humour ! You do know that laugher is an immunity booster ? I want you to smile, joke and laugh with your heart. No virus can penetrate that energy.  

And it would help if you rise to help others beyond your own comforts and self-interest.

Me : Yea…cause you can’t handle everything on your own… all that workload of shaping global catastrophes, bringing down economies, climate change, earthquakes, floods, famines, …its a busy time for you.   

Voice : Haha. There is nothing to fear except fear itself. Fear thrives where love is absent. Never forget I am just a 'call' away.  

Me : Yep. 

Voice : At the moment, lower frequencies like fear, panic, lack, anxiety, self interest, worry are only helping the present crises gain further momentum energetically. Ask yourself, how are the News impacting you ?    

If you simply stay aligned to the frequency of love….you are contributing in THE most powerful way to the world. You create an energy field that impacts consciousness at large. 

Your daily homework from today - keep checking on yourself which side you are on ?  

  

Strange Life of Karmas between Loved Ones

Me : So is this necessary ?

Voice : What ?

Me : Differences and hostility between people who love each other ?

Voice : No

Me : Then why do you let it happen ?
I know its all working out of Karmas, etc and I know you play a big part here, but can you keep those bitter moments outside this wonderful relationship ? I mean if I have to get mean, I would rather take it out on some stranger outside than on someone I love - That way you get me to work my karmas but I prevent my close ones from pain and anguish.

Voice : Hmm...interesting. Work those karmas but risk that working on somebody you can 'afford to' ?

Me : Yeah! Cause I reckon all these arising differences are to work these Karmas!

Voice : Let me offer you a perspective. Let's say some stranger treated your wife with disrespect. Out of love for your wife, you obviously stand up for her and confront the other man. This escalates and now you have a full fledged feud with all three involved. Now, this has no boundaries since its 'outside your' personal space and you defend your unrestricted response and fuel the escalation. This now possibly further opens doors to more people getting involved in this. What you have now is a full blown mess with fresh karmic entanglements and more people involved.

Whereas, I prefer to keep the despair, anguish, angry bouts between closed ones who love each other - not only have I 'restricted' it between two people, I have also contained the drama that could have been much worse with emotions running high. This may appear cruel at times, but trust this is My Compassion for you. I love you and I have to free you from the bondage of karma and also protect you from incurring unnecessary karmic baggage. Its important that you know I have facilitated the escalation and it is I who will prompt the de-escalation, the moment the purpose is served.

For this, I often present opportunities between closed ones to exercise love over hate, forgiveness over resentment, deeper understanding over irritation, kindness over bitterness, trust over jealousy,  and giving instead of receiving.

Me : Its a strange life of Karmas between the loved ones.....always our loved ones..

 

   
 

Moment in a Cup

Me : Imagine when tea is a perfect blend of all ingredients, the fragrance of fresh tea leaves, aromatic steam from the cup, the silence of the moment, the most spectacular views around, prefect cool breeze, empty mind, heart filled with love - all in my reserved cup. Its a moment when you want nothing but be in the present. 

Nothing from the past would matter. Nothing about the future would bother. Its living and dying in an instant. 

I find that hard to explain. Its not just a cup of tea anymore for me…..

Voice : Hmm.

Me : Strangely, my only passive and peaceful quest. Would that be a wasted life ?

Voice : That perfect cup of tea will lead you to yourself. You could spend your whole life looking for one, and it would not be a wasted life.

World War III

Me : Let me just ask you straight up…are we gonna have a third world war ?  

Voice : What do you believe ? 

Me :  Yes or No ? 

Voice : The third world war has already begun. 

Me : Talking about this earth ?

Voice :  The third world war has begun and is taking place inside each one of you. The inner-war this time will be fierce and there will be no room for keeping things under the carpet. People will be subjected to inner conflicts like they have never experienced before. No one will be spared. Inner turmoil will drive mankind to seek relief. 

Boundaries will break and all your relationships with health, money, family, friends, planet earth and your ownself will be questioned. You will question your own existence and you will be desperate to seek answers. 

Watch around you and notice the turmoil within everyone. Greater the inner resistance - greater will be the suffering.  
The first reflection is the wave of natural disasters, civil unrests, climate change, depletion of natural resources, economic crises, rise of human diseases - this is all manifestation of inner conflicts. 

I can see the world war has already begun, but because you relate to wars with explosions, bombs, missiles, jet fighters, bloodshed, killings - you fail to recognize it. 

Every wave of anger is a explosion, ever feeling of hatred is a missile, every act of selfishness is gun fighting, every act of greed is bloodshed and every choice made to reject Divinity is added human suffering. 
You relate to the usual visual drama of war and hence this unseen battle misses everyone’s eye.  

War is just an external manifestation. The conflict first emerges inside you and when the when conflicts within rise, when hate, anger and selfishness touch unsustainable levels, you will create a full blown war. 

Me : Do I stock up with ammunition ? 

Voice : Good idea to do that right away. 

Me : Any ideas ?

Voice : Stock up with plenty of cannon balls of love and begin the firing immediately. Meet all resistance in the world with Love. Bomb the world with repeated blows of love-grenades. There is no weapon more powerful than Love. Distribute this ammunition with everyone.

Me : Haha. So the war can stop ? 

Voice : Its in your hands. Bring peace within you and the war can cease.

Me : What if don't find the peace within ?

Voice : Ask, what is that you seek in your life ? Contemplate and you will find that what you seek is seeking you. Peace will come.

Me : There are so many things my mind is busy with…. 

Voice : The most important things for your soul is pushed to some distant time. The heart is traded for numerous wants.

Me : Hmm….

Voice : You are at an important period on this planet. Life, as you have been living will not be the same. 

Be aware of what you sow. The time is now.  





  

'Bad' Thoughts and 'Bad' Deeds

Voice : Looks like you felling low ?  

Me : Yep

Voice : Can I help ? 

Me : Now you want to help ?? Couldn't you have prevented it in the first place ? I have been trying to remember God and take His name as much as I can every day. Its not working for me. I just got so angry with someone. I just flipped out, went berserk and this side of me disgusts me ! 

Voice : So ? 

Me : So ?? What do you mean - 'So' ? Do you like me showing this side ??

Voice : I love you. Nothing will change my love for you.

Me : Right now I feel myself so distant from you. With all the spirituality in the world and so-called connection to divinity, I am just worse than anyone else. My 'so called equipoise’ is such a farce!

Voice : Hmm…so thats what you feel.  

Me : I have been on the spiritual path for so long. How do you explain if my anger, greed, hatred, lust, pride, envy, irritations, fears, anxiety are all having a damn field day ??? Why haven’t they just disappeared ??? Where is the damn spiritual growth in this after so many years ?

And let me not even get started on those thoughts ! If there was a big screen showing my thoughts to the world..my entire spiritual journey would be the biggest joke for everyone to laugh at my expense ! And yes, I meditate for 2 hours every day !!   

Voice : Ah ha. You want spiritual growth or God ? 

Me : Now, how the hell is that different ?

Voice : Its very different and thats what makes one frustrated as one does not understand this important difference. Where did you get this idea of having no weaknesses ? Maybe, I want it to remain.   

All your life you have been caught up between moral and immoral deeds, right and wrong words, good and bad thoughts. 
Let it all be my problem. Dont make it yours. Remember, I am above good and bad. 

This needs conviction that I am responsible for all the thoughts in your head. Maybe, I planted the thoughts in the first place. 

The ‘bad’ is serving a vital role as much as the ‘good’. I work with opposites in a way that you would not understand. 

Me : Why ? What purpose do they serve ? 

Voice : The heavy load of karmas even get worked out through your thoughts - both good and bad. Observe them gently. Knowing this, you are able to surrender all to Me. The same is true with your actions. You have no idea what you have accumulated through lifetimes. 

Me : I mediate, remember God and chant His name for tranquility and detachment !

Voice : Love God for what He doesn’t give you, as much as for what He gives you. 

Me : That was a killer line ! You are full of it. Listen, I am not convinced.  

Voice : You will be when the time is right. You are in a state of judgement because of the moral standards of the world. 

Do not judge yourself. When you reach a state of non-judgement of your own being, it will reflect in non-judgement of others. 

Me : Okay....

Voice : You may imagine yourself getting closer to God by being in virtuous state with no weaknesses. But, the so-called weakness keeps you grounded and you remain helpless to My help. This keeps you closer to Me. In a state of having ‘vanquished’ your lower attributes, you will become judgemental of others, thus walking on the thin rope of pride and conquest. The ego is very tricky and without you realising it, you create a spiritual ego - which would only mean more work for Me. You will create your identity of 'Lover of God’ through distinctions of vices and virtues. The creation of that very same identity is work of the ego that will bind you further to Falsehood. And the job was very simple from the start - to lose your very Self.       

If you want what the world understands as spiritual life - you face the danger of perpetuating the ego. If you want God, then elimination of the ego is inevitable. What the world may term as undesirable, I may use this for the greatest benefit.   

Me : You realise you can put those 'positive thinkers' speakers and authors out of business ?  

Voice : Thats why I said this is beyond comprehension of the human intellect. 

Me : So, I can be a bad boy, now ?

Voice : Be yourself. You dont have to bother being ‘spiritual' to please me. 

Me : So I can getaway being angry and yell at everyone ?

Voice : Didn’t you just apologise to the person you were screaming at, even tough you knew you were right ? 

Me : Yes. Was ashamed of my behaviour. 

Voice : Wasn't that a wonderful opportunity for you to exercise humility, ask for forgiveness, practice tolerance and forbearance ?

Me : I want to be Thanos from Avengers and unleash my evil side !        

Voice : I know what resides in your heart and I know your karmas from previous lifetimes. I am deeply involved with you with each thought, word and deed. Its not your connection with Me - Its My connection with you. I am the One playing out your life each moment.  

What needs to be worked from deep within your consciousness, nobody knows except Me. Let it work out. Let it be.  

My work is above the moralities of the world. Remember, when God is your companion, the ways of working remain unfathomable.        
Your weaknesses can be removed in a moment when I want it, but that doesn’t matter to Me nor must it matter to you.   

Me : God, I feel kinda free now.  

Voice : Did you notice how we can bind our own being ? 

Me : Yes.

Voice : Your pair of jeans may fade away. Divine Love cannot.  

  

Little Bagful of Karmas

Me - If all is an illusion and everything is a dream, why the hell am I supposed to do anything?  Why do I have to bother working hard for a living when in the end it has no value? 

Voice - Oh it has great value!

Me - Value ? You keep saying nothing is real except God !

Voice - That is correct.

Me - So I continue to pretend ? Like go to work, handle my family, etc ? 

Voice - You give everything in your life your best effort. 

Me - Why not go to the mountains and take it easy instead ? 

Voice - Let me help you understand this …

Me - Damn well need to understand this very clearly.

Voice - Lets say I give both you and your friend a million rupees. Now your friend is asked to be in the city and you are sent to the a cave in the remote Himalayas. Both of you have the task to ‘spend' ( not throw away ) that money as quick as possible. Who do you think would be able to do this the quickest ? 

Me - Thats easy. The guy in the city will have an obvious advantage than I would. Where would I get to spend anything in the middle of nowhere with nobody around ?? Whats your point ? 

Voice - Now imagine the money to be nothing but bagful of karmas. So, when you escape from the world, you carry the load of your karmas and instead of working them out, you create added biddings that only accumulate over lifetimes. While, your friend by living in the world, doing his duties is getting closer to real freedom…freedom from his karmas. 

So living in the world and working through Maya, you move closer to your goal. 

Me : That is hard work !

Voice : It takes great courage to live through love with whatever is offered to you in this life. 

Me - Karmas ! So its all about karmas !

Voice - You thought the goal of your actions was to be successful, wealthy, intelligent, famous, respected or even spiritual ?? None of those outcomes matter to the slightest. You work to shed your karmic baggage. You progress is defined by your karmic balance and your life in this world is the means to achieve this.       

Me - Oh 

Voice - Your very bondage is the means to eternal freedom. Observe how many times you have resisted challenges in your life and how many times you have embraced them ?  

Me - What if I want to be a yogi ? 

Voice - You could be one.

Me - Ok, whats the catch ? 

Voice - You may choose to be a yogi and even attain samadhi. The state of samadhi is not the final destination of union with God. You would achieve to ‘halt your life’ through this experience but once you rerun from that state of samadhi, your karmas will catch up with you and you start from where you left. Why would you want to slow down your path to God ? 

Path to God is only love which must be lived through your thoughts, words and action. And  Karmas will then take care of themselves. 

Me :  

" In this world I have to stay, 

   Work with love ever and always 

Oh these the corporate meetings, 

How many karmas have I shed today ? "

You like my little poem ? 

Voice : I love everything you do.       

Me - Karmas ! Karmas ! I am gonna think only karmas ! Btw, how many big karmas do I wipe out in a corporate presentation ?? Or do I shed much more while taking care of my mother-in-law ? I am looking to score big here !! 

Voice - Ha Ha. Love will be your guiding light.     

Finding God Within

Voice : Having a quiet time ? 

Me : I like silence 

Voice : What do you find in silence ? 

Me : God. 

Voice : Hmm

Me : I feel God is within me. 

Voice : That is true. But do you feel it ? 

Me : Yes. I am talking to Him right now !

Voice : This is important what I am going to tell you. Its is true that God found within. You have always heard this. Many say implying that its all about only acknowledging the God within himself. But, really its about continual experience of acknowledging, seeing and believing that God is within all the people you come across. When that conviction is attained, you can say that you feel God is within you. 

How can you only find Him within you and ‘miss’ seeing Him in others ? When you see God inside everyone, thats when you can truly say you found God within you. That is the real meaning of finding God within…finding Him in everyone and everything. 

Me : So, " To find God within you, find God in that ass*@# " .. Aren’t you really enjoying all this ? How funny is this for you ?  

Voice : Ha Ha. Not funnier than this entire creation.    

Visiting My Shrine

Me :  I feel glad to have come to your Shrine.  

Voice : Always nice to have you remember Me.

Me :  I was in the middle of many things. I also had to walk my dog but I know I must prioritise my visit to your Shrine and so here I am !

Voice : To make me happy ?  

Me : Yes 

Voice : Forgive me, but I must know how you know it would it make me more happy when you leave one Shrine for another ? 

Me : Leave which shrine ?? I only come to You. 

Voice : It was time to walk your dog today evening, and you skipped that to pay your respects to My Tomb where I reside but, my dear I reside no less in your dog. Your dog looks forward to his walk and to deny him that joy is to deny Me. My shrine is no less in anyone. I am in each heart. How can I be only accessed only from one place and not another ?  You have only left one shrine to come to another.

Find My Shrine in every being you come across. Bow down to it like you may bow down at My tomb and it will make me very happy !!     

The Return of the Saviour

The Return of the Saviour 

 "It's that moment, that time, 

When the last hope crashes 

When you lay down defeated,

Losing all but your own self  

Everything around has fallen, 

You survive, because you must 

You hold on, because you should, 

Crawling closer to endless pain.  

With the sky tearing apart, 

The ground breaking beneath 

Where is Love of my heart, 

To rescue me ? 

And then, in a magical moment, 

Comes the Messiah, The Saviour 

The Lord of Lords, the One in All,

To breathe life in your soul. 

  

Crestfallen and helpless,

With darkness and despair 

He comes like the rising Sun, 

In a flight of Light and Mercy  

He descends for his Love, 

He lifts you in His arms  

When time becomes agony,

He says - Come Unto Me."