Me : How can I ever accept myself now ?
Voice : I take you as Mine.
Me : I have fallen.
Voice : Not in My eyes
Me : I have sinned.
Voice : Bring me who hasn’t ?
Me : Not the one who remains with You and yet falls in his weakness.
Voice : There was no deception in falling in your weakness. It was I who was behind it.
Me : Why did you not stop me ?
Voice : You held very strong prejudices that you were not even conscious about.
Me : So ?
Voice : So, when I let you fall in the same weakness that you so strongly condemned, I give you an opportunity to rise above your judgements and thus free you from your own prejudices. But don’t worry about it too much or you will take away the immense benefit it brings to you.
Me : I feel so unworthy of You.
Voice : Feeling unworthy is a good sign…it means you are closer to Me than anyone else. Feeling worthy means you remain only close to yourself.
Me : I am rejected by others.
Voice : Never by God. I have always loved you and I will never leave you.
Me : Help me heal and grow with more love and faith.
Voice : This experience is to strengthen it.
You see yourself falling in your weakness...I only see more dependence of you upon Me and that matters more.
I am the Redeemer and you are living My Will.
I went through a moment where I felt I had fallen and disappointed God.
ReplyDeleteBut through your words, I found clarity not guilt, but grace.
What felt like weakness became a doorway to soften my judgments and draw me closer to Him.
There was no rejection, only love no distance, only deeper dependence.
This helped me see that even this is His will, shaping my faith rather than breaking it.
I may feel unworthy at times, but I know I am never unloved or abandoned.
Thank you for writing this.🙏
Your blog gave language to what I was feeling and helped me return to God with peace and trust.
This journey isn’t breaking me.
It’s bringing me closer to HIM