Me : Why do I not desire to speak, listen or interact with anyone ?
Voice : Includes Me, too ?
Me : Ha Ha.
Voice : Thank God, you don't feel like that with Me.
Me : You are the reason I feel this way, in the first place ! I happen to be all ears only for you. I want to speak to You, hear You, see You, be with You. Even when nothing is spoken between us, I feel the love that ceaselessly flows between us.
This dissipates all other desires and I can be like this for endless amount of time. I know I am never alone so I just don't feel inclined to seek company. Is this a strange way to be ?
Voice : It can appear strange..
Me : What is this ?
Voice : The love that I have been speaking about.
Because I love you, you have love-nest within you. This love is a sanctuary of pure love, tranquility and rest within you. You are able to immerse in it whenever you like. Once you discover this within you, it will compel you to remain in it as long as you can. It’s your place of renewal and rejuvenation.
Nothing outside compares to this divine space. Everything that pulls you out of this sanctuary will make you recoil and that is why you desire to withdraw from engagement of sensory distractions. Mundane conversations and affairs of the world begin to have a natural repellant feeling.
Me : So this explains my state. And how does one cope up ?
Voice : Remain a visitor.
Me : Visitor ?
Voice : Inwardly be with God, immersed in the divine sanctuary within you. Make visits outside when needed, but know that you are only visiting.
Me : Hmm
Voice : Remember that line - 'God is within' ? This is the beginning of that Truth the world longs for.
Thank you Somit,for speaking in a way my heart could understand,
ReplyDeletefor putting words to a silence I could never explain,
for helping me see that what I was feeling was not running away,
but coming back to myself.
This conversation didn’t just bring clarity
it brought comfort.
It allowed me to rest without feeling guilty.
To love without needing reasons
To feel held within, even while living an outer life.
As I read these words, something inside me softened and settled.
Ahh!Tears came not from hurt,
but from a deep sense of recognition.
Thank you for showing me this inner sanctuary,
for reminding me that I am not escaping the world,
only visiting it,
and that my true home has always been within.❤️