That Silly Smile

Voice : Why you smiling ? 

Me : Just.. 

Voice : Because the tea is good ?   

Me : Because You are so good ! 

Voice : Me ? 

Me : Yes. You are reason I simply break into a silly smile, freeze in the moment or even wipe a joyous tear. It's like I feel You constantly and it's strange because I know I don't take any efforts to think about You !

Voice : Perhaps, that itself is the reason.

Me : That I don't try to think of you ??   

Voice : That's what you think, but not what you feel. 

Me : Enlighten me..

Voice : Very soon, My son. Very soon.    

Me : Haha 

Voice : You are living with subtle awareness of Me. It's like your mind is functioning in the world, but your heart is in Me. You exert no force to think of Me and your mind is helpless to believe you are unconscious of Me. But, in the background of your being, your awareness of Me is constant. Because it is so effortless and seemingly faint, your mind cannot capture this experience. 

In the silence of your heart, in the subtle vibration of your being, there is everlasting and strong presence of Me. It is manifestation of Me being with you where you transcend the outward coercion of rememberance of Me. 

Me : Oh 

Voice : You need to remember God only if you have forgotten Him. How is it possible to forget God ? God is Love. Love is a state of being. Can you really forget the state of your own being ? Does one really need a reason to remember his own being ? You smile, weep and become silent without reason because Love needs no reason. You are in touch with who you are.  

In a spontaneous moment, at any place you can feel My presence which is effortless. There is no calling, there is no asking, there is no searching and there is no attempt to bring me in the forefront of your consciousness. It is your strong knowing, that I do not need to be called because you know I am never absent from you.  

The feeling in your heart is Me. It is subtle so you can live in the world. It is so beautifully subtle that sometimes you are unaware of your own consciousness in God. 

Me : Never thought of it this way..

Voice : It is something like this ...suppose you are an actor and you are shooting for an intense scene. You know the camera is rolling, but you are aware of it only in the recess of your mind while you are intensely focused on acting out your part for the scene. You know of the camera and you are shooting in front of it, yet it's not taking your direct attention.    

Me : Yes 

Voice : In the same way I am that camera in your existence. Your awareness of Me may not be in the forefront of your consciousness but it's embedded deeply within you. You don't need to remember Me. You have simply become a frequency of Love so you feel Me continually.    

Me : Hmm

Voice : Love in the heart of man is God manifest. It is a state of being. How wonderful is it to feel love without reason ? I have switched on your heart long time ago. 

Me : You have put it so simply.

Voice : When you feel love, you become love. This is your being. And who you are every moment in your heart is more defining than drifting thoughts in your mind.   

Me : Thank you so much for opening up my heart and my mind. It is all so divinely muted in a way.. 

Voice :  Like a sweet fragrance that lingers on. Even if you are unaware of it, those around you will pick up the alluring scent. That is God's Love.  

You are not living in My rememberance. You live in the heightened awareness of the embodiment of who I am....Love. 

Even if one may not know of Me, but one feels and lives this Love, they are very close to Me.